Tom Kaulitz

♡ Part 43 ♡

"Thanks Jayla for making this night so much better!" I give her a sarcastic smile and cross my arms.

Jayla sighs. "Kiara I just don't want things to be weird between all of us anymore. I hate that we have to hang out in separate groups because of you and Tom. I just wanna hang out all together like old times."

Tom, Bill, Georg, and Gustav are all sitting on the couch in the corner witnessing Jayla and I argue. As embarrassing as this might be for me, I'm still pissed off and I will not let what she did slide.

"Oh for fucks sake Jayla! If you wanna hang out with them so bad then do it!" I yell.

Jayla raises her eyebrows and takes a deep shaky breath in. "I want you to be there too Kiara."

"I know you do, but you know I can't be there." I clench my jaw hard, trying not to make eye contact with Tom—or anyone, for that matter.

"But why?" Tom asks.

I don't know why he's still here and I honestly can't believe he has the audacity to include himself into this argument.

I turn to face him. "I'm sorry, who was speaking to you again?"

Tom's eyebrows furrow in confusion. "What the fuck did I do? You're the one mad because I'm here."

"Bitch don't fucking start. Maybe don't show up to a party that you knew I was at."

Tom sighs and pinches the bridge of his nose. "I didn't fucking know you were gonna be here. Jayla said she wanted to talk to us. It's not like we wanted to be bombarded by a bunch of randoms."

I roll my eyes at him and face Jayla again.

Of course she lied to them too. She just had to make everyone's night so much more uncomfortable. Now I don't know if I'll ever be able to trust her again.

"I'm sorry guys I just wanted everyone to be friends again." Jayla looks down at her feet, clearly uncomfortable with everyone's eyes on her.

I clench my jaw and grab my purse. "I'm going— Im going to the beach." I make my way towards the door, ignoring Jaylas protests.

I walk out of the room and see a bunch of people staring at me.

Were they listening the whole time..?

I push past people trying to ignore their comments. I finally make it outside of Jaylas house and let out the breath I was holding in and I drop to my knees and I feel tears forming quickly.

"You okay?"

I look up to see Henry pushing himself off the wall to come and check on me. 

I sniff, "I'm fine Henry."

I his arms wrap around me, pulling me into a warm hug. The one thing I've been needing.

"Gosh everything has been so messed up. I don't know what's wrong with me or why I act like this." I say, sobbing and drenching his shirt with my tears.

"Shh.. deep breathes okay?" He ran his fingers through my hair trying to sooth me.

I pull away from his embrace and wipe away falling tears angrily. "I just wanna get out of here." I grab him arm and get up and start making my way down the street.

"Oh- okay.. where are we going exactly?" He chuckles nervously.

"I need to blow off some steam."

As soon as we round a corner I push him up against the brick wall of a small store and gave him those pleading eyes.

"Fuck.. you know we can't. Not here at least." He turns his head away and begins to walk away.

"Okay then where?" I ask, trailing behind him.