Change of Heart

11

Things are about to switch gears and turn a new direction. Hold on for the ride. ~

Morgan POV

We were walking and talking. And I noticed Jamie pass by us but I couldn't stare because that would be rude.

"You know I'm glad you came tonight"

"It opened my eyes about you." She continued. "I just never knew you were so dirty."

She had me standing on the wall and started kissing on me. I was uncomfortable so I pushed her off. I guess she got mad.

"Nah. I just won you gotta give me something."

"Well congrats now get off of me."

"No. You're gonna give me what I want."

"Ken stop!"

She didn't listen she just kept fighting me. Her grip on me was so strong, it hurt. I kept fighting back but I wasn't winning. I bit her then I guess that made her really mad.

"Oh you wanna be dirty. I gotchu baby."

She pinned me down even harder. And took me to the ground. I had to scream for help there was only one thing I could yell and it was only thing I could think about.

Jamie.

"Yeah. Call her all you want but she aint coming for you. You're nothing but a dirty hoe."

That word just heated me up. I hated being called a hoe. Cause I'm not one. But the more I fought back the more strength she used on me.

I kept calling her name.

"Jamie... Jamie... Please! Get off of me!! Jamie... Help.. "

All I could do was call her name and hope she would rescue me.

"You really think she's coming back for you? Hoes don't get saved. Hoes get something else and I got that for you baby."

She started unzipping her pants. Lord please save me.

Jay POV

I was just walking to my car thinking where I went wrong. Why am I never the happy one. I treat people right, I treat the ladies right, I'm a great child, a great student. When do I get my reward. Will I ever live happily ever after. Nope, suck it up Jay. This is not your time to grope. You will get yours when the time comes. You just focus on you. Don't worry about it. Relationships aren't all that anyways. Remember these hoes aint loyal.

Ironically by phone rings with the 'Loyal' by Chris Brown ringtone. It was Lonnie, she was inviting me out but I declined. I just wasn't in the mood for it. I passed by Morgan and Kenneth walking together but I just ignored them and walked straight to my car.

As I was getting close to my car I heard some screaming. Then I heard someone yell a name and cry for help. It sounded familiar but I was unsure. Then it sounded like my name was being called so I put my bag down next to my car door and ran to the voice. I hoped it wasn't who I thought it was. The voice was coming from what seemed to be the alley by the dumpster in the back.

I turned the corner and found someone on top of a girl that looked like Morgan. The girl on top had dreads. She looked like Kenneth. The rage just flamed inside of me and I just jumped on her. I wasn't thinking I was just throwing punches left and right. She didn't even once get a hit on me. I basically just tagged her until she was out cold.

"When a girl says no, she means no"

I got off of her and picked up bridal style and carried her to the car. I walked around to my door and got in.

"Where do I take you?"

"Lonnie's" She said with a broken voice.

I did as told and took her straight there. We arrived there and I tried to open her door and help her out but she didn't want it. She kinda pulled away from me. So I just blew it off to not cause a scene for nothing.

When we got in she went straight to the couch. Morgan just sat on the couch just looking like mess. She looked defeated. She looked dead.

Well, it's getting late. I'll get going. She doesn't want me here anyways.

Jamie: Anything you need?

She didn't answer. Instead she just laid down placing her head on the pillow.

Jamie: I'm gonna go, you-

Morgan: no. Jamie I need you. Hold me, please.

Jamie POV

I couldn't say no. But damn it touched me internally. Like it just fucked with my mind and my heart. I just felt so bad. So required to her. I felt like her body gaurd, some Rachel & Farmer type sequence. [If you know the movie 'The Bodyguard then those names should look familiar, if you haven't watched the movie go watch it after you finish the story]

I went to sit next to her, grabbing a blanket on my route to the couch. I took off my jacket and sat on the couch next to the pillows. She automatically fell into me like I was the safest pillow she ever had. But honestly the way she fit into me she was just prefect fitting into me. Like two puzzle pieces that were meant to be. They say everything happens for a reason. Unless this is to get me to look at her in a different way then I don't know this reason. Well. I'm getting tired. She seems like she fell asleep I'm gonna follow her lead.

NO ONE POV

Both Morgan and Jamie were asleep on the couch together. Then the door was being opened by someone.

It was Lonnie.

Lonnie: Yo! What the fuck? I know you ain't got no nigga in my-

Jamie and Morgan both wake up in a hurry because of the yelling.

Lonnie: Oh hell naw! Jay, What the fuck bruh? I know I talked to you about this shit then you gone bring it in my house. You know what, get the fuck out my house I don't wanna see you. Don't talk to me either.

Jay: Man, it's not what you think-

Lonnie: Get to steppin man.

Jamie grabbed her jacket and left the house.

Lonnie: If you wanna be a hoe stay away from my friends

Morgan POV

My own cousin just called me a hoe. That made me so mad I just react with action and I slapped her. Maybe that wasn't kind but neither was her calling me a hoe.

Lonnie just stood there holding her face for a moment. Then she turned to me. "You better be lucky you're my fucking family. " Then she left and went upstairs to her room.

I cried myself to sleep on the couch. Worst night of my life.