Change of Heart

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Chaz POV

We were driving to my place cause she talked me into getting my mind off of things and going to practice.

Then out of no where she asked me a question.

Lonnie: Does she know?

Does who know what?

Lonnie: Did you talk to her about today?

No, why would I?

Lonnie: Well she's your girl so I thought you'd let her know so she doesn't worry.

She doesn't need to know all that yet. We just started talking. I don't need her feeling any type of way. You know I hate being treated like a charity case like I want people feeling bad for me.

Lonnie: I was just wondering.

And I wonder why. Just ignore it Chaz.

We arrive at Bianca's house, I hop out.

I'll be right back. You can come in if you want, she won't bite.

Lonnie: Nah. I'll be right out here waiting for you.

Alright. I'll hurry up then.

Lonnie POV

We get in the car once she found the strength to leave the cemetery.

I look at my clock and see it's not too late to go to practice so I talk her into getting her mind off of things and just go to practice knowing it's something we all use as an outlet to things.

Chaz: I need to go home for my practice clothes.

No problem

So she gives me directions as we go along.

Then I ask her if she told Bianca about this day. I knew she didn't because she came to Jay and I today asking where she was. I was honestly just wondering why she didn't tell her.

Chaz: She doesn't need to know all that yet. We just started talking. I don't need her feeling any type of way. You know I hate being treated like a charity case like I want people feeling bad for me.

I try to play it off smooth like I didn't care too much

I was just wondering.

We arrive at her place and there's a car parked in the driveway.

Chaz: I'll be right back. You can come in if you want, she won't bite.

Nah, I'll be right out here waiting for you.

Just waiting and waiting for you.

Chaz: Alright. I'll hurry up then.

She went inside and two minutes later the door was opening. Damn that girl is fast.

It was actually Bianca who came out the door.

She walked up to my window. I rolled it down.

Bianca: Thanks for making sure she was safe

I fake smiled, "That's what best friends do"

She said something but she turned the other way when she was talking, " I know something you could do"

Excuse me?

What the fuck?

Bianca: Where'd you find her?

Maybe that's something you should talk to her about

Bianca: What if I'd rather talk to you?

It doesn't matter, you have a girlfriend. You know? My best friend.

She leaned down on my window with a perfectly curved arch in her back.

Bianca: Lonnie, I like the fact that you trying to respect your friend, but I just want you to know-

That's when the door opened and out came Chaz. Finally.

Bianca: We'll finish this later.

She walks away and goes and kisses all on Chaz. Let this bitch hurt Chaz I swear I'll cut her. Chaz don't deserve that piece of.. You know what.. I'm not gone say anything. I gotta respect her requests.

Damn so you're just gonna let her get hurt?

Well I can't say anything. She'll think I'm a bad friend and I'm only hating. Man. I should've recorded that hoe.

What type of friend are you Lonelle you're gonna just sit back and let your best friend get hurt by some hoe?

Some people just have to learn for themselves.

She gets in the car.

Chaz: Well, I'm ready.

I couldn't say anything. I backed out of the driveway and looked at Bianca staring back at me. I saw her wink at me but Chaz didn't catch it because she was on her phone.

Bruh. I'm gonna need patience. This is gonna kill me.