Change of Heart

21

[Bianca in the Media]

Karma is a Bitch

Lonnie POV

I walk in the bathroom and go over to the sink.

"You. Gotta pull your pants up and get your life together. You lost your chance. Get over it. Move on."

I needed to pep myself up. I look at myself in the mirror.

"Do you know who you are? You're Lonelle Fucking Banks. You don't care about hoes. You get them, use them, and keep going. Nobody can stop you from playing."

Then I heard a sound come from the big stall.

When I asked was anyone in there, there was no reply. Which kinda creeped me. So I was gonna try and see if someone was actually in there.

But then suddenly she walked in.

"You know you don't have to pay hard to get."

"I'm not playing anything with you"

B: If you're not playing then why don't you let me just have you.

She came on to me and kissed me. Mm.. her lips were soft and she was undeniably sexy. I was kissing her back. I was giving in to a hoe. I grabbed her ass and squeezed her cheeks. Her moan escaped into my mouth. Female moaning was such a turn on-- Aw hell naw. Lonelle get your shit together.

I pushed her off of me.

"You got Chaz. I'm not gonna do her dirty you're already dirty enough"

"What she doesn't know won't kill her so just let me have what I want. We can keep it between us and she doesn't have to know a thing."

"Maybe you're right it won't kill her.. But it'll kill me. No matter how undeniably attractive you might be nothing will make this okay. Me and you will never happen. So get that out your head. You need to start thinking of a good excuse cause I'm gonna let Chaz know about you."

"Oh really. You know she's not going to believe you. She just thinks you're jealous and that you're a bad friend. There's nothing you can say that will make her believe especially since you have no proof. But go ahead sexy. Try all you want, but don't forget to tell her about the part where your hands were on my ass."

That got me quiet because she was making some good ass points. Man. That's fvcked up.

She pecked me on the lips before she left. "Later Baby" she said cunningly

Man I hated people like that. Manipulative.

Would do anything to keep it there way. To always be in control. Felt like they could have any and everything they want.

That should remind me of someone though. Myself.

I hated it. All the thoughts running through my mind. I got so angry I punched one of the doors of a stall. And I left that bathroom. I had to go home I couldn't stay there another second.