Change of Heart

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Morgan POV

I went to my locker to get my Physics books and a note fell out. It read:

"Beautiful, I hope your day is as beautiful as you are. During lunch meet me by the tree outside the science building"

That note made me blush. No lie, if it's not Jay this will be awkward. But it is cute, that's undeniable.

So I walk there. And there stands this fine ass stud. God. That's gone be all me.

Jay: I'm glad you decided to make it beautiful.

Well, I couldn't turn down this rare opportunity.

Jay: Have a seat.

I go to sit down.

Jay: Wait..

What?

Jay: There's something on your face.

Where? Can you get it?

Jay: Almost got it.

Out of no where her lips crashed into mine. How could I have not seen that coming? I'm so stupid.

I put my hands around her neck and she put hers on my waist. Mmm.. I never wanted this to end. I felt so special being with her and her touch not even her lips, it just gives me this sensational feeling.

She broke the kiss and I just looked at her smiling.

Jay: I'm sorry.

Lol. Don't apologize for that.

Jay: Yes Ma'am.

Do I sit down now?

Jay: Oh yeah. my bad. How was your day?

Well... Now, it's better. I didn't talk to you all day.

Jay: Oh yeah that's cause you never got my phone number or kik.

Then what you waiting for?

Chaz POV

I was straight crying. Whenever this day comes I just never have the strentgh to do anything but cry. I miss my mom so much it's crazy. She was my best friend. I could talk to her about anything and now she's gone.

It breaks my heart everytime I think about it but I have faith that she's in a better place.

I talk to her when I need to get something off my chest or ask for answers.

Lately I just been feeling confused. I don't know what's going on. Well, I recently got a new girl that I talk to. You would approve of her. But I have feelings for my best friend. The feeling isn't mutual but my feelings for her are kinda strong but I don't want to hurt my girl. The only reason I'm talking to this girl is because of her. She brought me to the club. And no I didn't get in illegally. But if she didn't take me I would be talking to her instead so I can't be wrong. I think I should push her away back into the friend zone, I'd rather not get broken or treated like a charity case. Well. Enough about me. Mom I really need you. Dad is scaring me. Two years after you left us Dad lost it.

My eyes started watering up.

He's a whole different person. He's not the person you married or the person who raised me. He kicked me out the house and I'm loiing with a friend. Don't worry, I'm not homeless but I'm still scared. I wish you were here. It's so hard to keep going everyday. I need you mom.

I began to cry. I heard footsteps come closer. The only two people who would know where I am is Lonnie or Jamie.

You didn't have to come here.

I heard her voice.

Lonnie: I just wanted to be here for you.

Lonnie: I'm here for you anytime you need me. I gotchu, anything you need. Anything.

Anything?

Lonnie: Yes.

Can you just be my friend and let me be happy? I finally found happiness and it's Bianca. Be here for me like you say. Like a real friend would.

Lonnie: Sure thing.

I just don't want to be broken. I rather play it safe than get hurt by someone who doesn't even like studs. And she's my best friend at the end of the day. I'd rather keep it that way than ruin our relationship. Just gotta act like that kiss never happened.