Change of Heart

33 - Try To Run Now

Previously...

My brain could not compute yet it understood perfectly. I just didn't know how to react.

She opens her door and I know this ain't finna go well.

I swear I almost had a heart attack.

"You know, my question is.. What do you really have against me? What did I do to you?" She asks.

"If I'm your target hit me now, since that's what you wanted to do so bad. And don't run this time."

At that moment I knew I was in some deep shit and I wasn't coming out clean.

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×× Lonnie POV××

"If I'm your target hit me now, since that's what you wanted to do so bad. And don't run this time." I say.

I know she knew where I was coming from because the guilt was written all over her face. She couldn't even respond.

"What kind of fucking coward are you?" I laugh. "You're fucking pathetic. I hope karma bites you in the ass." I say straightening my face

"I'm really sorr-" She musters

I cut her off saying "I don't give a fuck about your apology. You didn't say sorry to Morgan when you knocked her out." I can't believe I'm talking to her at this point.

"You didn't even apologize" I repeat. "Who the fuck are you? I don't even know you anymore. You were my bro. We were family." A tear almost came out. "But fuck that."

That was when I finally couldn't hold back. The "tears" turned into anger and I swung.

I hit her right in her jaw and she fell down. I wasn't gonna be nice. So I got on top of her and hit again. And again. And again. "Try to run now." I told her.

I didn't care how much my hands hurt. She was gonna feel this.

"I can't believe I ever liked you." One of my hands reached her neck and held tight while the other kept hitting.

"I hate you. You liar. You mother fu-" Before I could swing again Jay came and pulled me off of her.

"Yo, chill. Chill." She tries to calm me.

"Let me go man. She deserve this" I get out of her grip and pull my leg back and kick her while she was still on the ground.

"Dumbass."

Jay pulls me back again.

"Yo let's go." She says.

"No" I say trying to get back to Chaz.

"Let's go." She yells.

I smack my teeth. "Man...." I break out her grip.

"This ain't over punk! I hope your gf does you mad dirty. And I hope you get the shit you deserve. You're dead to me son" I yell to her.

There were some white old people watching but I didn't care.

"Get in the fucking car!" Jay yells at me.

I just comply.

××Jay POV××

Lonnie gets out the car. I stay in. I didn't want to get out. I just couldn't do it. She's my bro.

I just want to know why she did it.

I watch Lonnie, who is just talking like she said, which really surprises me. I thought she was bluffing.