Change of Heart

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Lonnie POV

I stayed with Chaz until Bianca came to pick her up. I could've taken her to Bianca's place because I had my car being that I was the one who brought her to the hospital. I just felt no need to make it a big deal.

"She's pulling up now." She says.

We were waiting outside the hospital on a bench. I was sitting down and Chaz was next to me in a wheelchair.

I stood up as she drove up to the curb. She looked at Chaz then looked at me. You could almost see her switch from shock and sympathy to guilt and nervousness.

She got out the car intentionally walking more towards Chaz. As if she could ignore my giant ass.

"What happened? Are you sure you shouldn't be staying here longer?" She asked.

"A lot happened but I'm fine. I'll tell you later, can you just help me inside the car?"

"Ye-"

Before she could answer her request I interject. "I got it."

I push her to the passenger's side and Bianca opens the door. I gently lift her up so she could stand then sit down. She tried so hard to ignore the pain but I could see it all on her face.

I really wish I didn't kill that man so I could torture him and make him go through the pain that she did.

"Get some rest okay? I'm gonna pick up your prescriptions tonight and give them to you tomorrow at school."

"Okay. I'll text you." She responds

I continue to look into her eyes waiting for her to say something but with so much silence I knew it wasn't coming.

"Stay safe" I say.

I step back and close the door then watch Bianca drive away with my girlfriend. Bad energies cloud my mind.

I walk to my car and in deep thought. I didn't want to say anything in that moment but I don't know what to exactly think from that. Did she not tell me she loved me because she didn't want Bianca to know? Is she ashamed of me? Is she thinking she can have both of us? What if she wants Bianca to think she's single and tries to get back with her? Even worse, what if they have sex?

Am I overthinking or am I watching something good turn bad right before my eyes?

I get in my car and head off to CVS. I gotta learn how to trust her.

Jay POV

I went back to my room and did like my mom said and just prayed about it. After that I took a nap because I needed a break after all that thinking.

As I was waking up I heard the front door close. I heard his voice then there was another. It must be his son. Maybe I'm listening too hard.

"Hey ladies. I got someone for you all to meet."

I stay in my bed to decide whether I want to move or not. I just woke up so my body is still half asleep.

After a battle of thoughts, I put on a shirt then head downstairs making sure to put on my house shoes. I'm in route with no sister or mother in sight, then I see a kid that looked like an athlete no doubt but his fuckboy hairstyle already made me dislike him. When his dad introduced him to me, I could read his facial expression. From his small dark eyes to the smirk he wore so mischievously, I could speculate how sneaky and untrustworthy he's gonna prove to be.

My theory was proven the moment he meets my mom and sister, he smiled so brightly. I was getting too many negative vibes so I walked away to return to my bed. Before I could take a step up the stairs my mom called me.

"What time do you leave for school?"

"Um... 7:30" I answer then it clicks as to why she asked. I look at Jayson who was looking right back at me with that smirk. Was I ready to tolerate driving to school every morning with this guy?

"Alright son, be ready before that time. Jamie will be taking you with her to the school."

Damn. I know we already discussed this but I wish he would've asked.

We continued to stare at each other until my mom broke the silence trying to get to know more about him. Again you saw him switch into a while different person. Why was I the only one seeing this?

This was becoming a long ass senior year of high school. I need a break before I lose myself.