Change of Heart

30

Previously..

"We made a promise to each other Bros Before Hoes and anyone who broke that just wasn't a bro. Fuck this. I'll forgive her all right. "

"I didn't know what to say or do so I just sprinted home."

"I'm an idiot and I regret what I just did. I wish I could just go back and start this over."

"If she finds out it was me who hit her she's gonna kill me. She just can't find out. I pray she doesn't find out."

I turn on the water and look at myself in the mirror. "What the fuck did I just do?"
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♢At Chaz & Bianca Place♢

Bianca POV

After I got out the shower I went to the kitchen to get a snack and I started to feel lonely. Chaz wasn't here and she had been gone for a little while.

What if she left me? What if she found out the truth and just up and left me with no word? Or worse, what if she's cheating?

What am I thinking? It's Chaz. She probably just went to the store or something.

I grabbed some chips out the pantry and I heard the front door open.

"Where'd you go babe? I was about to start worrying when I saw you weren't here when I got out the shower. " I ask

She stutters, "I had to go.... take a walk... I'm gonna go ..... shower."

"Uh.. okay."

That was too strange. I know she got something up her sleeve. She can't lie to save her life.

I'll get her to tell the truth.

I go to the room and wait while I watch TV.

Maybe 20 minutes or so later, Chaz gets out the shower and goes to the living room to watch TV.

She trying to avoid me. She really thought.

I turn off the TV and go to the couch and sit down next to her.

"Babe, do you love me?" I ask her

"Yes, of course I do" She answers

I grab her hand and intertwine our fingers "I love you too. And I just want you to know you can always talk to me no matter what it is. You don't ever have to lie to me, and in return I'll give you that same honesty. I won't judge you, I promise. I want us to have a healthy relationship. With no secrets and no lies."

Chaz POV

I had just got out the shower. I did a lot of thinking. I told myself that the best thing would just be to never tell anyone and just stay incognito so I would have no possible reason to be traced back to what had just happened.

I was burning with fear and guilt.

I knew there was no way for this to get any better but honesty was not an option. Coming clean was not an option unless I wanted to die. I knew if Lonnie ever found out then she would kill me knowing how overprotective she is.

Probably Jay too.

I tried avoiding Bianca because I just didn't want to talk. I just wanted to relax, be alone, and just think.

She comes and sits right next to me and asks me if I love her.

Of course I do. Which is what I told her. Then she starts talking about honesty, and how she won't judge me. She says she wants a healthy relationship with no secrets and no lies.