Shawn Mendes Imagines

Hated

Why am I hated?

I get hate all day long. On every social media source. By hate pages and hashtags.

Cause I'm dating Shawn Mendes.

I love someone

And every single day I'm being treated terribly because I'm not as good as Camilla. (I keep using her because the rumors so)

Everyone thinks she is prettier and smarter and more compatible to Shawn. I sat on twitter. Going over the DMS I have gotten. Some were good like

I think you and Shawn are a good couple.

But most are this:

You aren't as pretty as Camilla.

Why are you dating Shawn he deserves better?

You are so boring. Why did Shawn pick you?

Can you just die already. You are so annoying and make me hate music and life!

So yeah. It sucks. My eyes prickled with tears. And then one came up that killed me.

Why don't you just kill yourself. Shawn is only dating you cause he pity's you. You are worthless anyways.

The fact that my sister killed herself and I have delt with depression before made this break my heart. I started to cry. Shawn loves me. He doesn't pity me. Does he? I'm not that popular. I have had a rough life and all. Wait.

Does he?

I got up and walked to the bathroom. I stood in the mirror. Then thoughts came to mind. Maybe I'm not as pretty as Camilla or any celebrity. Maybe I'm not as skinny. My face has some acne. My thighs are kinda fat. (That might not be your image its just a image ig don't take it personally) The tweets and messages and posts came to mind. And it started to make sense. I can't sing super great and I am not as popular as other girls on Vine and Instagram and YouTube. I mean I make songs on YouTube and stuff and get a good amount of views but these girls top charts all the time. I have only been on top 20 once. Shawn helped with my fame also. I am not super glamorous and out there in paparazzi. I'm not as great.

Shawn is pitying me.

He doesn't even love me I bet.

I started to get angry. I grabbed the glass vase sitting on the vanity and threw it at the mirror. Both shattered. I stared at my cracked reflection. What have I done? I crumbled to the ground and cried. That's when I heard a yell.

"Y/N?!" Shawn yelled out. Ignored him. Until he reached the bathroom. He stared wide eyed. "Babe!" He ran over and stood me up. I couldn't stop crying. "Sweetie what's wrong?" He asked concerned. I stared at him. I shook my head and backed away.

"Why are you dating me?!" I shouted.

"What?" He asked confused.

"You pity me! You pity me for my background and who I am!" I fired. "That's why you're dating me right! You would much rather date Camilla or any other pretty celebrity!" He narrowed his eye brows and frowned. He looked at the broken mirror then to the vanity. Where mistakenly I left my phone. He picked it up. "Give me my phone!" I tried to snatch it but he kept me away to read it. He then looked up. He grabbed his phone and started to type something. I waited confused. Then he gave me his phone. I looked at wheat he did.

"I love all my fans. But there is a difference between suggesting and plain out harassing someone. I love Y/N. She is amazing, beautiful smart and energentic. I am not saying you have to love her but don't be rude to her because she is with me. That is not good for your character if you are and bullying is not allowed even if you don't know the person. Thank you xx,"

I looked up at him and he set his and my phone down. He grabbed my hands.

"I am not dating you cause I pity you. I could never ask for a better girlfriend and I love everything about you. Please don't let others get to you. I'm sorry you get so much hate. But just know what they say doesn't matter and I love every single thing about you," He said. I felt amazed. And loved. I hugged him and he hugged me back.

"I love you too," I whispered.

A/N

Sorry for no update I was sick and jazz. I'm in lunch and it's SO LOUD IM GOING INSANE! But update yayayayayay well hit that vote button and adios