Shawn Mendes Imagines

Rejection

Even though my boyfriend cheated on me with my friend, everyone thought it was my fault we broke up.

Wow that hurt like hell.

I avoided Shawn and Y/F/N. I avoided myself. I was a miserable mess. But then I hit the I guess angry stage of grieving. Then everything changed. Maybe even for the better.

*18 Days After Breakup*

"I'm just really tired of everyone leaving," I snapped.

"I know Y/N," Jodi(its for later purpose and easier for me), another one of my friends said. I shook my head and gripped the steering wheel harder.

"Sorry that she is ditching you too," Y/F/N won't talk to either of us. I don't know what Jodi did to Y/F/N.

"It's not your fault,"

"I know," We pulled up to a Denny's (because its Denny's). I have no honest idea but that's the restaurant everyone loves in my small town. Mainly because its one of the only ones.

We walked in and I regretted it.

He was there. With his seriously stupid friends. I rolled my eyes and Jodi and I went to our table.

We got through lunch mostly. Oh my are the hashbrowns my holy spirit. We joked and laughed like me and Jodi always did. But I could feel Shawns glance on me. I kept my attention towards Jodi, trying to ignore him. We paid and walked out.

"Grayson is obviously hotter than Ethan," Jodi argued.

"They are twins they are both hot. But Ethan is more," I laughed.

(You all have had this argument)

That's when I felt something grab my wrist. I froze and spun around. Quickly throwing my hand back.

"What do you want Shawn."

"I want to talk",

"I don't so," I started to walk again but he turned me.

"Come on Y/N."

"Just because I was with Y/F/N-"

"Shut up right there!" I yelled. "Its not just because. It is all because! You basically cheated on me! Flirting with her and telling her you would break up with me! Then I got angry and you broke up with me! Two days later everyone hated me because 'I didn't treat you right'. I helped you bring your grades up, when you were sick I ran around town to get stuff to make you feel better! I thought of cute date ideas and wrote you little notes and shit! I did all those things ! When did you ever do that for me?! You ignored my texts when you got bored! You hung out with my friend sometimes without me! Now I obviously know why. You would release your hand from mine first. You always pulled away from our kisses first. You always backed down first. And you had the guts and blamed me all for our break up! At first I even blamed myself! I cried and cried that night you dumped me on my porch Shawn. I thought I was useless and unloveable. I hated myself because of you. I never realized you were the bad guy! I thought you were my superhero. I thought you could save me from everything! When really you were slowly breaking me down. Remember when you said I didn't look good in that orange dress because I looked curvy? I loved that dress but swore I would never wear it just for you! Man I was so naive about you. You were my idol! After our breakup you said you wish you never met me and I was a bitch, and you want me to come on? Fuck off Shawn I hate the way you treated me. And I will never ever be with you again,"
(ENCORE ENCORE ENCORE)

That's when I noticed people clapped for me.

People who were in the Denny's came out. Some even recorded. Shawn stood there. His jaw dropped. We both didn't know what to do. I smiled and turned around. Jodi, who was freaking out, grabbed my arm.

"Oh my gosh Y/N you are amazing!"

I never felt more powerful at that moment. Never have I ever defended myself like that. I was so proud I did though. I really needed it. And I sure don't need Shawn.

A/N

So this is actually a sequel to 'Break Up' that I wrote a while back. Sorry about the late upload I had extreme writers block and I also have been working on some other stuff hopefully coming out soon like I mentioned a while ago. anyways I felt very into writing this because some of the stuff that she talks about actually happen between someone I dated and if anyone treats you like that in a relationship you should delete them from your life immediately! And you should never ever blame yourself for a break up. There is another person you are in a relationship with you so never take all the blame. Sorry for the long a/n but hit that vote button and enjoy everyone!