Fix You

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Shawn's POV

I wish I could help her. Through the pain she was enduring. I have only seen her cry a few times. We have been dating for a year. She is usually so strong. But this broke her. Teared her innocent happiness and painted it over with guilt and remorse. I sat on the couch and held her. She sobbed into my chest. That's all she did. I wanted to cry just looking at her, her bags under her eyes from restless nights and hair in a mess. Trust me she was still so beautiful to me, but now she was different. That strive to be a joyful girl now sorrowful. I loved her mother. She was the nicest women I have ever met excluding Y/N. She was a firefighter. She had to save a child in a burning day care. The child, survived with a few burns. But Y/M/N didn't get out so lucky..

Now her daughter sat in my living room as her emotions turned her weak. She was now the prey. I wanted to tell her everything would be okay. But her and I both knew that was not the situation. Her dad left before she born. Her mom was her only hope. Of course I would bring her under my wing. But she couldn't come to me with need of boy advice (if she did that would be a issue). But she lost almost everything. Except her friends and me. She would never lose me though. I rubbed her back. Her heart wrenching sobs were the only noise in the room. I wanted to fix her.

I wanted to build her broken pieces back into the beautiful masterpiece she once was. I wanted to be the one she needed. I wanted to make her feel loved and that she would be okay. Right now I was in this blurred line. I couldn't help her, but I could be there for her.

That's all I would do until she allowed my help.

"S-shawn," She croaked. I glanced down.

"Yes sweetie?" I asked urgently.

"I love you. Don't leave me," She cried. I wiped the tears on her soaked cheeks.

"Never Y/N. I will never ever leave you. I love you. And I'm right here. The whole way, okay?" I said gently. She nodded. I kissed her forehead and we sat in silence with only the sounds of her quivering breathing and slight whimpers of crying. But I just held her. In the safety of our forcefield. Soon. She would be okay. She was not now. Today. Or maybe a long time. But she would learn to go through her days without her mother. And I would be next to her as she would. I would be the one to fix her.

A/N

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