Shawn Mendes Imagines

Letter From an Unworthy Man

22 Days Before

Aaliyahs POV

"Shawn someone is here!" I yelled as I glanced out the window. Someone placed something on the ground and left. Shawn didn't answer. I groaned and put my nail polish before trudging to the door. I opened to see a envelope on the ground. I looked at it

To
Shawn Mendes
(Address)

From
Y/N Y/L/N
(Address)

Shawns ex? Why did she send Shawn a letter?

"Shawn its Y/N!"

He popped out of his bedroom.

"What?"

I handed him the letter.

"Why did she send me this was she at the door?"

I shook my head.

"Some guy with a hood. Maybe she is going to tell you how stupid you are for dumping her," I sneered. He rolled his eyes.

"I know you hate that I broke up her."

"I hate you for breaking up with her. She was the best person you could ever get. Your loss." I walked back to my room and started to paint my nails again.

Then I heard him scream.

By the time he could call 9-1-1 she was already dead in her parents arms.

Present

Shawns POV

I shakily sat at my table.

Like she said in her letter.

Every word was a rope around my thoart. Suffocating me.

For the last ten days all I have done is cry and regret.

A lot of stomach wrenching regret.

Dear Much Worthy Girl,

You did deserve so much more than me.

I'm sorry cant fix what I have done.

You said to not blame myself.

I am anyways.

I was your breaking point Y/N.

Even writing your name or reading it makes me burst into tears.

Im the biggest idiot scumbag on the world.

I didn't want better. I could never get better than you Y/N.

You were the best I could ever ever ever have.

I did have you i did have the best.

I threw it all away.

Im so selfish. I thought that a different girl would except me more.

Because you always hated my decisions.

I wish you wouldn't have let me make that decision to end us. I wish you wouldve been stubborn and make us talk it out.

What am I kidding none of this is your fault.

None of it at all. It is all mine. Sure others didn't help.

But I was your last chance.