Shawn Mendes Imagines

Goodbye

It hurt.

So badly.

I had no idea it would hurt this bad either.

I felt hopeless.

I gave everything to a guy who thought about another girl when he kissed my lips.

I now sat in my bedroom as I stared at my ceiling and let White Horse by Taylor Swift play. I obviously could really relate to this song knowing that I was a victim of cheating. I glanced at my phone that contained multiple messages and a call from a name I hoped I would never hear again. A tear fell down my cheek as I thought about it more. He stole my heart. Ripped it from me and refused to give it back. Maybe this was all my fault. What if I wasn't so clingy and wanting to talk? What if I cared a little more about my looks? Would he still like me? What if I didn't-

"Sweetie," My mom opened the door. I glanced up. "Someone is here for you,"

"Okay thank you," who would come to see me? I got up and wiped below my eyes clean of tears and walked down stairs. I opened the door and froze.

The guy who betrayed my love. The guy who made me feel worthless.

"What do you want Shawn?" I asked.

"To talk to you," He said. He gulped. He was slightly sweaty. His clothes wrinkled like he was just wrestling. "We can go outside," Don't talk to him Y/N, he doesn't deserve it.

I nodded.

We now were walking down the sidewalk. Uncomfortable silence taking over.

"I am sorry. Y/N," He said. I glanced at him.

"You probably are Shawn," I deadpanned.

"I liked you both and-"

"You didn't like me," I stated weakly. He looked at me. He reached for my hand, but I gracefully rejected it by pulling my hand into my other one and intertwining my shaky fingers. I could see the pain that flashed in his eyes.

"Of course I did Y/N," He said.

"If you liked me you wouldn't betray me. You liked her," I snapped.

"Y/N I love you. Forgive me please," He pled. I wanted to so badly. I wanted him to press his soft lips against mine and do all the things we did before. But then I realized that can't happen. He was now on his white horse.

And I couldn't let him carry me away again.

"You had your chance to love me Shawn. You gave it up," I said strictly. "Goodbye Shawn," I said.

"Y/N no." He said, his lip quivering. Don't do it Y/N. Don't fall for his tricks and charms

"Goodbye Shawn."

Then I left. I never felt so heartbroken but confident as ever as I left him behind me.

A/N

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byeee.