Shawn Mendes Imagines

Break Up

sad stuff

To Shawn

Babe what was wrong today why were you so strange?

I sat on my bed in my room as I worried slightly about my boyfriend. Today he was moody. He was distant and snappy. It might have just been a day but I wanted to make sure he was okay.

From Shawn

meet me outside

Outside? He is here? I got up and walked onto my porch where he sat on the swing. I narrowed my eyebrows and walked over. He glanced and stood. I went to hug him but he rejected it.

"Shawn what's wr-"

"We are broken up," He stated bluntly.

"What?" I laughed lightly. Thinking it was a joke.

"We are done Y/N," I waited a second. And all the pieces came together. I glanced up at his solid dark eyes.

"W-why?" I asked heartbroken. My breath was uneven it seemed. Like there was lead sitting on my lungs.

"I don't want to be with you,"

"There is no way you just don't want to be with me we have been together for a year and a half!" I fired.

"Y-N,"

"Don't Y-N me. There is something else,"

"There is someone else!" He yelled. I stopped. "Okay I like someone else," I gulped. As tears tried to form I fought them off.

"Who," I asked just above a whisper.

"Y-N I-"

"Who," I cut him off strictly. I looked him in the eyes which were now soft.

"Y/F/N," I gasped. That's when my actions went blurry.

I slammed my hands into his chest. And I hit and I hit. Over and over. Saying I hate you and words along with. He just hugged me. Trying to still me. Soon I was just crying. Then I realized I was crying in my exes arms and backed away.

"Never come near me every again! And I thought I loved you," I spatted at him and ran inside. My stomach felt like sand filled it all. My throat was dry as I ran to my room. I got inside and slammed the door. That is when I fully broke down. I slipped down the door with my face in my hands and cried. I don't know for how long I cried. But being heartbroken is not having your heart split.

It is like it's not there.

It is like you're empty. You gave everything to a guy. Put yourself in his love and trusted him with your heart.

Then Shawn betrayed mine trust.

With my friend?

He was dumbing me to steal my friend?

How would I deal with that?

Seeing him walk down the holding her hand.

I glanced at the wall of our pictures. And the teddy bear he gave me. And the sweatshirt he left here last week...

He was everywhere.

But that means I have to delete the evidence.

I grabbed all of the stuff and ran down stairs and outside. I grabbed a lighter and went to the fire pit where we had our first kiss.. Memories filled my mind. His lips, his hands around my waist. I threw the stuff down and lit it. Soon the flames ruptured and I sat in silence.

A/N

Its bad but oh well.