Paparazzi - Camren

Forgive me

Sorry...

This morning I woke up and something just didn't feel right. Maybe it was because Zayn wasn't with me, or maybe it's because me and Camila still aren't talking. If I could have one wish, I'd wish that she'd forgive me and we could go back to how we were before.

I went to go onto Twitter to see if she's been online and to make sure that she's ok. Once I went on I daw thousands of messages telling me to go onto YouTube. Just as I was about to I came across an article that answered my questions.

Camila Cabello has written a song and posted it to YouTube. The song is about a break up, a bad break up may I add. The song is about wanting to give up on someone you were once in a relationship with, but you heart is telling you to stay. We are wondering if the song if about Lauren, but we can't be too certain. We love the song and have been listening to it from as soon as she posted it.
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I quickly clicked on the link and it led me to YouTube. On the screen she appeared and smiled at the camera.

"This song is a song that I only recently wrote. I'm new to this so I'm sorry if I mess up.
This is called 'Leave my heart out of this'.

" My heart is telling me that you are gonna change, but I know
My heart is lying right to my face, yeah

My heart is making up excuses for your ways, but I wish that
My heart knew when I should walk away.

It lets me down, it helps me as I get back up off the ground
While telling me that this is love but I found
It wasn't really on my side, now I think it's time

I tell my heart to just butt out, keep it's opinions to itself
I should just listen to my head, 'cause it's the one who knows what's best
It tells me not to love you,
But my heart says just forgive you
Oh but it's not thinking clearly
I wish that I could leave my heart out of this
Leave my heart out of this

I'm done feeling like a stranger to myself, so I know
I've got to put all of my feelings on a shelf, yeah

It lets me down, it helps me as I get back up off the ground
While telling me that this is love but I found
It wasn't really on my side, now I think it's time

I tell my heart to just butt out, keep it's opinions to itself
I should just listen to my head, 'cause it's the one who knows what's best
It tells me not to love you,
But my heart says just forgive you
Oh but it's not thinking clearly
I wish that I could leave my heart out of this
Leave my heart out of this

Sometimes I wish you'd just shut up
And let me think, I've had enough
I need to just make up my mind (make up my mind)

So that's why

(I should just listen to my head, 'cause it's the one who knows what's best)

It tells me (tells me) not to love you (love you) but my heart says just forgive you
Oh but it's not thinking clearly
I wish that I could leave my (leave my, leave my, leave my, leave my) heart out of this
Leave my heart out of this

Hey, le le le leave my heart
Le le le leave my heart, no, no."

When she finished she say thank you and then shut the camera off. I have to go and see her to apologise for everything. She's right, I'm the one that keeps hurting her.

I got in my car and drove to her house. Once I got there the door was already open, so I wondered if she was expecting anyone.
I got out of my car and started walking to her house. Something was weird, something didn't feel right.
Then that's when I heard moaning.

I walked into her house and went into the living room because that's is where the noise is coming from. When I walk into the living room my heart breaks.

Camila is on top of a blond girl and they are both naked. Camila must have heard me come in because her neck snapped round. She looked terrified when she saw me but I quickly ran away. I heard her call my name, but I knew that if I stayed there any longer, I'd break down.

Just as I was about to drive off, Camila came running out of her house with jeans and a jumper on. My jumper to be exact. I couldn't face talking to her so I just drived off.

Maybe Camila really is moving on without me.

Writer's note

Hi guys!
I'm sorry but remember what I said, have faith in me.
If you have any suggestions for this story please comment below or message me.
Anyway, I hope you all have a good day/night.