Tyler gripped onto the glass siding of the deck and closed his eyes, feeling the breeze coming off the lake. The sun had dipped below the mountains, revealing what was supposed to be the most beautiful blue moon. However, the moon didn't appear that way, it just looked like a normal one to him. The clouds coved it slightly dimming its glow. Blue moons are rare, thats the expression. 'once in a blue moon'
was he missing it? was he letting it slip out of his fingers because he was too worried to hold on to the bit of control that he had left? He wasn't ready to let go or given in but he wanted it all. He wanted to see the all shooting stars and every blue moon because they were rare. Just like love.
"Wow" Troye said startling Tyler "The moon looks so cool" (a/n buy Blue Neighbourbood today!)
Tyler turned to face the moon again "I don't see it"
"Look carefully, its got blue tint to it" Troye said, leaning against the glass beside Tyler
Tyler looked again squinting his eyes "You see blue everywhere because its your favorite color, that moon could be yellow and you'd see hints of blue" Tyler said
Troye laughed and nudged Troye with arm "Shut up" Troye said with a lovestruck smile. He had it bad and he knew it.
Tyler sighed he wanted to see this rare thing, he wanted to experience it..."Troye?" Tyler said suddenly surprising even himself
"Yeah Tilly?"
Tyler looked down at his feet "Do you know what love is?" Tyler asked quietly
"I dunno, I'm not really sure...why?" Troye asked and Tyler shrugged his own heart racing yet again. "I don't know I'm starting to get a inkling to what it is" Troye continued with a smile
Tyler smirked "oh really" he said
"Yeah there's someone I kinda like..." Troye trailed off blushing and Tyler looked at him "really?" Tyler said "who" he asked trying to hide the tiny bit of hurt in his heart, Troye like someone and here Tyler was falling head over heals for him.
"He's really sweet and very quiet" Troye said "He's beautiful but sometimes he doesn't see it. He has a great laugh and a nice smile" Tyler looked away, he wished he was like that, his laugh was more like a cackle and his teeth weren't perfect enough for a smile
"He has a big heart and is very smart, even though he tries his best to be tough all the time and I wish he wouldn't...oh" Troye said with a smile "and he has pretty eyes and vibrant blue hair"
Tyler blushed, he was nervous that Troye was just saying those things to make him feel better. Troye didn't really think those things. Troye softened his gaze
"Hey, don't do that" Troye said softly
"Don't do what?"
"Think badly about yourself, I can see it in your eyes" Troye answered
"Do you really mean all those things?" Tyler asked quietly
"absolutely" Troye said without hesitation, it hurt to see that Tyler was that insecure about himself. Tyler is an amazing person and the fact that he couldn't see it made Troye want to reassure him every moment of every day. "I really care about you" Troye said looking into Tyler's eyes
Tyler looked away "I'm a mess Troye, you don't want to sign up for all this" Tyler said
Troye laughed dryly "Tyler last week I sobbed on the dirty floor of the nurses office" he said "And nothing help...but you did. Everyone is a mess sometimes"
"I guess you're right..." Tyler said softly and Troye smiled "Hmmm I like that sound of that, say it again" Troye said smiling
Tyler laughed "Shut up"
"Make me"
Tyler leaned towards Troye and kissed him hard on the lips, ignoring Troye's shocked frozen state as he reached his hand up to Troye's cheek. It didn't take long before Troye was kissing him back, reaching his arm to the back of Tyler's neck and gripping onto the tiny hairs that sat there. A warmth was growing in Tyler's chest as they kissed, he needed air but was too distracted to care in this moment.
Troye pulled away evidently needing air in the end "Whoa" Troye said will a giggle and soft smile. Tyler laughed too pulling Troye's hand over his shoulder and snuggling into the embrace breathing in Troye's sent. The familiar minty, chocolaty smell mixed with a sea salt aroma, he alway smelled like that. Tyler giggled again for seemingly no reason, he was happy.
He looked up at the moon again, but this time it was different. He could see the light blue tint in the glow of the moon, its surface a light blue color. Tyler didn't understand where the color appeared from or how, but it didn't matter, maybe Troye was his blue moon.
"So what does this mean" Tyler asked turning to look at Troye who was looking at him with deep admiration, causing Tyler to blush once more.
"Dunno. what do you want it to mean" Troye said with a smirk
Tyler smiled "I want to be more than just friends" Tyler said shyly
"ok, best friends" Troye said giggling
Tyler laughed "This is why I hate you"
Troye laughed harder and kissed Tyler's forehead lightly "I hate you too...boyfriend" and they both giggled
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Troye woke up suddenly glancing at the clock, reading 3:32 am. This was typical. He moved the duvet off his torso in an attempt to get up, but Tyler's leg was keeping him in place. Tyler's leg lazy thrown across Troye's waist his arm resting on Troye's stomach. Troye tried to wiggle out of Tyler's embrace.
Tyler started to stir and pulled Troye tighter causing Troye to giggle softly as Tyler clung to him like some kind of koala bear. Tyler grumbled something under his breath still not moving his limbs from Troye's body. Troye's heart was racing thinking about how close their bodies were. This was not the first time they shared a bed but he could help but think about how close their bodies were pressed firmly against one another.
Troye tried to move again but this time Tyler pulled him back harshly, "Stop moving" Tyler said nuzzling his cold nose into the crook of Troye's warm neck. Troye got the chills and his body wiggled, "I was just gonna get up, I'll be right back" Troye said trying to get up
"Did you have a nightmare, you know you can wake me if you do" Tyler said
"No no I just woke up thats all" Troye said looking into the darkness, Tyler moved to kiss his cheek "Its past three thirty in the morning, you need to sleep Troyeboy"
"Okay" Troye said giving in easily and softly snuggling back into Tyler's hold with the duvet pulled over this shoulders "Good night Tilly" Troye said 'I love you'
"Sweet dreams love"
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Stand By You (Troyler AU)
FanfictionEveryone struggles. Everyone faces their own problems and downfalls and fears. Tyler and Troye have become accustomed to dealing with their problems on their own. They limp through the struggles alone bearing the weight of depression, body image iss...