Stand By You (Troyler AU)

Unknown (Mini Chapter)

A/N: yikes :)

He felt everything and nothing. His boyfriend would surly be concerned if he shared this news. The highest hight and the lowest low got is blood pumping, it was a break from the mundane and typical.

He was high strung and pressured, but not from anyone in particular. It was like a pressure that could' be labeled. It was an expected constant, it never lessened or wavered. But his boyfriend made it fade.

So one he felt he always let down even thought he was constantly reinsuring the fact that it was't true. It was though, in many ways. They a different fears, and he was struggling and his boyfriend didn't know... his boyfriend couldn't know. Things would get complicated and messy. He liked the current calmness that their relationship shared. The love and warm was a familiar comfort.

He sat in the bathroom of school, leaning against the wall like they always did. He was waiting for his boyfriend to come. He was waiting for the warm embrace to come and melt the nothingness away. His boyfriend didn't know what he was capable of. They both were...are, so fragile and a gentile care is needed. His boyfriend couldn't know about the numbness, he would worry too much. He worried enough already.

But, alas, ninth one of the boys like to talk about their problems until they were too much. Until the physical toll stared to outweigh the mental toll. Its a breaking point, he was currently far from the point...so why create a worry?

It could wait, for now he should enjoy the love and the warmth...numb is beginning to become familiar and he didn't like it but it too was comforting. It was a constant, a feeling that didn't go away only wavered one way or another.

He turned and brushed his and along his boyfriend's face, he wasn't watching the movie either. "Everything okay love?" the beautiful boy asked

he smiled in response "of course" he replied

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A/N: 

okay I know that the story overall getting more positive and that the boys were improving. However, this is needed for the plot. Everything is not okay, they still have problems and don't talk about them so this was needed. The story has a happy ending, it but things don't go away over night.

Also no one was named (thus the chappie name, unknown). Who do you guys think it is? 

I love you little love bugs and I can't thank you enough for reading this. I didn't think so many people would enjoy it. Anyway....

Good luck with your lives, I'll be back as soon as I can I have a lot of work and finals coming up soon.

Katie :)