Stand By You (Troyler AU)

Messed Up (pt. 2)

Troye sunk down against the door and covered his eyes with his hands pressing firmly to relieve some of the pent up pressure in his brain. He felt like he was going to explode. Not even tears anymore, it was all just too much. He felt bogged down.

He knew what he wanted to do...but he couldn't. All these months and the first thing that popped in his mind was self harm at the first sign of trouble. He wasn't even crying he was just...numb again.

He knocked on the door again "Tyler please open the door"

"what part of go away do you not understand" Tyler said harshly

Troye didn't have a response so he just knocked and knocked, his head rested against the door and his hand lifting up and back down in a steady rhythm.

"Would you knock it off!" Tyler barked

"Open the door"

"No go away I don't want to talk to you right now"

Troye sniffled "I'm really sorry Ty...I should have been here when you came home from the hospital. I know that. I was just scared that your parents were going to be mad at me. I was supposed to be making sure that you were okay and I didn't. I thought they were going to be upset that I knew you had an eating disorder and didn't tell them. I'm really really really sorry Ty"

"I know Troye" he said quietly

"Then why won't you open the door" Troye cried, letting the tears fall down his cheeks in pure frustration

"I just feel kinda dizzy"

"Tyler you need to open the door" Troye said beginning to panic

"Troye calm down, just give me two seconds" Tyler said, the anger of their argument fading away

"Tyler when is the last time you ate something?" Troye asked, still freaking out a little bit

Troye heard Tyler breathe in "Um...this morning I think...my mom made...eggs?" He said questionably

"You don't sound so sure" Troye said with his ear pressed to the door, just listening for anything that sounded off

"woahhh" Tyler said, a troye heard something hit the ground, it sounded like a notebook

Troye couldn't take it any longer, he reached into his pocket and pulled out his wallet and pulled out a random gift card. He quickly used the card to twist the lock on the door, Troye watched, for the second time in two weeks, Tyler fall to the floor unconscious.

"JACKIE" Troye screamed running to Tyler's side, shaking him. "Tyler, Tyler please!" Troye said panicking

Troye just kept shaking the unmoving body, and soon Allexys and Jackie darted into the room with Ken and Travis not far behind

"Oh my... Travis go call 911" Ken ordered running to Tyler's side

Troye just gripped onto Tyler's arm, both boys had tears on their face and Tyler's skin was pale. Jackie moved to Troye's side rubbing circles into Troye's back as Tyler inhaled with labored breaths

"D-daddy whats wrong" Allexys asked, still standing in the door way

"Lex I need you to go down stairs and tell Connor that we are leaving and that Travis is in charge while we are gone. Everything is gonna be okay, but we have to take Ty to the doctor" Ken said calmly, in the distance he could hear sirens

"I-is Tro going" she said looking at the shaking boy

"I think so sweetie" Jackie said, Troye still looking down at Tyler who was breathing shallowly