The Perfection of My Insanity

Times change

Diamond's Pov:

All i could hear was video game and Niall talking.I press my ear up to the door so I could here them better.

"So you know how I said I was going to walk home today right " said Niall.

"Yeah sure" replied Liam.What are they talking about.I take my head away from the door when I step on one of Liam's shoes and slip.I hit my head on the closet and It all come back to me. How Niall found my in the street,how he beat me down in the park,how he was the boy who set behind me in the six grade.

"I found Diamond in the street and kicked her ass in the park" said Niall in his cocky attitude.

"I wish you guys could have been there."he continues. He is talking about almost killing me like it's a soccer game that psychotic little shit.

I heard all the other guys chuckle and laugh except Liam.

"Speaking of that you haven't been there the last couple of times we got Diamond.That slut is probably still face down in the dirty maybe I killed her this time." He chuckled. Saddly he didn't I'm here in Liam's fucking closet listening to you brag on about ALMOST killing a girl.

"So mate why have you been ditching us huh" saids Harry.I can tell by his deep voice.

"I...um....I-I don't really have a reason to beat her up" confesses Liam. Holly shit he's going to get himself killed.

"What?"ask Niall in a serious tone.Now the room is silent and you could hear my heart.

Niall's Pov:

The room went silent and I glare at Liam.

"I'm not going to hurt her anymore" Liam says looking me in the eye.

"Listen here I'm the leader so you do what the fuck I tell you to do"I yell in his face.He is going to follow my rules and do what I say. I'm still in control.

"I've been hitting the books lately and it seems like you need to do the same if you think you're the boss of my" he said now standing up straight.

"So you've been ditching us for fucking math books!" I yell and I can see the other guys jump from the corner of my eye.

"No Niall I've been ditching you because I refuse to hurt someone for no reason or because of your petty judgment." he said calmly. I yelled and swiped eveything from him desk.

"Have fun fucking studying now.Oh and by the way it doesn't matter how much you study because you nothing with out me. Your just a dumb ass muscle head."I yell at him and I can tell it hurt him.Good.

"He's not dumb so go to hell Niall" yelled.....Diamond?

What the hell

Diamond's Pov:

I can't believe I just did that, I'm such a fucking dumbass .Why the hell would I run out of the closet.

Oh fuck!!

"What the fuck is that slut doing here!!!!" yelled Niall.I was about to retort with a slide comment but Liam beat my to it.

"She's not a slut!!" he yelled gaining a stare from everyone in the room including me. Nobody has ever stuck up for me before.

"So now you're defending her"said Niall looking a little hurt.

"I'm going to rip your fucking head off" I scream before charging him.I got one good hit to the face before Zayn and Louis pulled me back.

"I see are little conversation in the park didn't teach you anything" he snarls before punching me in the face.Liam pulled him back before he could do anymore damage.

"You left her in the fucking park to die you asshole you almost killed her" Liam yells as I struggle from Zayn and Louis' grip.

"And the only thing I regret is not finishing the job" he replied with a smirk. That pissed Liam off. He punch Niall in the face and he fell to the floor.Harry jumped in and punched Liam in the gut causing him to fall to his hands and knee.Niall got up and kicked him in the face.

This reminded me of .....well me. I don't want Liam to wind up like me.

Through all my thinking I didn't realize that I was screaming and yelling at them to let my go while Niall and Harry jumped Liam. Zayn grabbed my face and whispered in my ear.

"Watch"

This is there friend how could they just sit here.I shook my head and bit Zayn's hand until I could taste his blood. I finally got loose and as soon as I did I grabbed a small lamp on Liam's desk and broke it over Harry's head. Niall back but and couple feet and we stared at each other.

"Happy now"he said still staring at my.

"Get out " I said and look around to see them all staring at Harry's unconscious body.

"I SAID GET THE FUCK OUT" I screamed at the top of my lung. Louis and Niall help Harry up and walked to the door frame.

"This isn't over bitch" Niall said before walking away.I stand there in my own silence and thinking about how peace death sounds right about not.Just the thought of it brightens up my day though I can never bring my self to pull the tright or push the knife all the way threw or swollow all the pills.Pitty.

I was shocked when I say Liam's face bruises already starting to form.Blood starting to drip from his nose.

Just fuck great

Yet another person got hurt because me. I pick my thing up off the floor and head for the door.

"Where are you going"Liam chokes out as he stands up.He was a masterpiece .

"To a place where I can't get anyone hurt" I say closing the door and walking away.I can't believe I let that happen, he didn't deserve that.Everytime I had a friend they do the same thing. I hate them with what's left of all my heart.

As I walk home I know see that it is freezing outside and the fact that I'm wearing Liam's shirt and boxers doesn't help.I'm holding my pile of wet blood and mud overed close and I'm hoping that Jake is sober for once.

Jake is this guy who fucks any and every female.One time while I was running from Niall he offered to help me. Little did I know he tried to rape me in his back yard. I picked up a brick,hit him in the stomach and run away .From that point on I never walked down that street and I bought a gun, it's illigal if course and only had one bullet but I use it to scare people for my protection.Back then I would never hurt a fly but times change oh how times have changed.