The Perfection of My Insanity

World of insanity

Diamond's Pov:

I walk up the school stairs and see the normal scenel.Girls wearing a mountain of make up and boys lieing to their faces and telling them they're beautiful. Once my black Chuck Taylors touch the floor of the eighth grade hall I feel the eyes on me.Normally I would ignore them but not this time.

They know ,they all know what you did to that man.

          You should have let him kill you

They can all see what you did

             They all know what you did

I squeeze my eyes tight and clench my fists in a poor attempt to latch on to the little controll I do have.

The voices are back there back there back.

I open my eyes to see that I'm sitting at my deck in the back of the class. I must have had another black out even thought they aren't really black outs.What happens is I close my eye and open them and even thought it feels like I blinked a surtain amount of time has past rather it's two minutes or two hours.In this period I'm basically a walking zombie but I never remember what happens.I only know that I have these black outs because of Jade, she told me about them and help me when I had no clue what was going on. She was the light in my darkness. I close my eyes once more and see that I am standing the hall just standing. I am awear of everything and yet I feel so invisible to the human eye. I go the entire day only remembering bits and pieces of what happened. These black out only come in handy when I'm getting my ass kicked and even then I can't always control it.I remember that I black out for two days.One minute I was fine the next I'm standing in front if the calender trying to think of how I let two whole day pass back in the blink of an eye. I walk out of the school build and I'm suprised that Niall didn't try anything at school or maybe he did but I can't remember.

Liam's Pov:

Today was weird I saw Diamond in the hall and I smiled and waved but she just stood there like a stone.So frozen and lifeless. I walk up to her and wave my hand in her face nothing. I grab her shoulders and shake her but all I hear is a faint groan.

    "Jake,no please don't" she mutter.

Who is Jake and what is wrong with her? "Hey,kiddo remember me" I say joking with her in a sarcastic tone. but all I got was. "Stop Jake" as she stared off into space. I hear the bell ring and I hesitantly leave her there. Before entering the class room I look back at her and see that she's blinking like she just snapped back to reality. I don't think she was here to begin with.

Diamond's Pov:

'Here's to the delinquents and the troublemakers of society. Here's for the girls who cry themselves to sleep at night because of something during the day. To the anti social. To the unpopular. To the foolish and the ones who make misconceptions. For the puck rockers and the metalheads. For the outkasts of sociaty. For the ones who look happy. I salute the ones that are affraid of everyone knowing how much it hurts inside. The ones who push people away. The ones who wear a smile that they don't believe in and the ones that are dieing from over thinking. That are slowly killing themselves becuause they we thinking about everything. The ones who don't trust the human mind because it's a death trap. So heres to, the misfits of the world. I welcome you to my world that I'm proud to call home. My sanctuary. My paradise. I welcome you to my world of insanity.