The Perfection of My Insanity

"Ryan"

It's almost been two hours and I haven't seen Jade yet,I'm almost out of strawberry vodka and some weird ass guy tried to grind on me while I was standing awkwardly by the couch.After this last song went off I downed the rest of my drink and decided to go look for her.

The kitchen was clear and so was the yard. I can feel the stinging vodka pumping through my veins and I love it.Tipsy would be an understatement but I know I can't be that drunk I only had one drink. I watched Ryan, I know he didn't drug me...did he...

I stumble up the stairs to look for Jade. Damn they have too many fucking stairs. I've never been drunk before but I know this isn't it, somethings wrong.

I see Jade slowly walk into a room and I try to call out for her to help me.

Nothing comes out.

My tounge is numb and my lips tingle. I try to run to her but right as I break out into a sprint down the hall a door opens and "Ryan" grabs me. I kick my legs and try to scream but all that comes out is muffled noises.

"Something told me you were a screamer" he deeply chuckles before throwing me to the carpeted floor and locking me in. I was snatched off of the floor and thrown onto a hard dirty couch by the guy that tried to grind on me.His eyes were red and the white powder was evident on his face. His dirty blond hair was messy and he wasn't attractive at all.When "Ryan" turned around from the door his eyes were the same. Bloodshot. My head shot towards the sound of a breaking object. Yet another guy was in this room. I tried to make a run for it when I was grabbed by my hair and pulled against a hard chest.

Jade's pov:

I was upstairs when I heard something, it sound like screaming and when I turned around a door slammed shut.

Oh shit. I've seen way too many movies to know this isn't good. I jog over and try to open it. Locked. I hurry down the stair for Ryan and I spot his brown hair on the dance floor.

"Hey,Ryan have you seen my friend, about my age, dark hair, this tall" I gesture to my height but he just shakes his head.

I search the room for Jay or Diamond and I find Jay on the couch looking high as a kite.

"Jay, where's Diamond" I say walking towards him.

"Why?" he smirks and I want to kick him in the head.

"I don't have time for you shitty games Jason, I can't find her and she might be in fucking trouble!!" I snap on my brother and turn my heals with every intention to kick open that fucking door up stairs. Before I could thought, Jay takes off running for the stairs and telling me to stay put.

Diamond's pov:

  His grip was tight on my hair before pushing me hard causing me to fall and hit my head on the arm of the old couch. Right on the temple. I feel so weak now and dazed. The guy sitting down on the couch pulls me up beside him and tucking a piece of my hair behind my ear and I move away from his touch. His face turns to Jake and the dorm room turns to that house. Ryan turns to Jake too and I can't stop the tears from running down my face as I feel as helpless as I did then. Frozen by my own fears. I can hear myself screaming in my head. The color from the walls wash away and leave the room completely white.

White walls

I look down and see the straight jacket tight around my arms. I want to panic and scream but I can't. I'm so frozen and trapped. I look at their faces holding a sadistic smile as they flash from normal to Jake with every second. Their bloodshot eyes stairing me up and down.

I'm the prey in the lions den.

My eyes land on the door and I wish the someone would come through the door but that only causes me the cry and shake more because I knew it would never happen. I can feel them shaking me and moving me....touching me as the tears fall.

Jay's pov:

I sprint up the stair 3 at a time a bust through every door. I got yelled at by a couple drinken sluts and even more hammered douchebags but I didn't care. I came to a door that was locked and pressed my ear up to it. I heard crying. I took two steps back and kicking the door right next to the handle sending it flying open revealing a crying terrified Diamond. Her black blouse was half way unbutton and she was shaking like fucking crazy.I didn't know what damn emotion I was feeling right now for this girl I barely even know but if I didn't know any better I'd say I was pissed. Fully enraged that these sick fuckers would try to do something like that to her. I'm going to fucking kill them.

Diamond's pov:

The door flew open and I thought I was just seeing thing like I normally do at times like this but no, it really was him. He was shaking and his eyes got darker. His large hands balled into fists and his knuckles were turning white.

"Diamond, get up now it's time to go" he spoke to me as if he was choosing to ignore everyone else in the room. I began to stand from the couch only to be pushed back down. I should've known it wasn't going to be as easy as him walking into the room and these guys letting me go.

"Touch her again and I'll fucking murder you" he yells at the guy and his voice made me jump. The fake Ryan charged at Jay and to my suprise Jay lefts his long leg up and kicks him in the stomach before punching him in the face. Another guy gets up from the couch and tackles Jay to the floor punching him in the face while "Ryan" gets up from the floor and kicks him in the gut.

"Jay!" I yell out ,fighting to get free of this guys death grip I bring his hand to my mouth and bite down at hard as I can and when I start to taste blood he lets me go. I jump on "Ruan's" back only to have him back up into a wall and I fall to the floor. I look over and Jay is on his feet again. He elbowed one of the guy's in the temple and when Ryan ran up to him he punched him in the mouth. My eye shut automatically at the cracking noice and when I looked back up I'm being carried down the stair's. I must have blacked out. With each step he takes his shoulder pokes me in the stomach causeing me to let out a groan.

"Put me down" I manage to say. I look up from something other than the back of Jay's shirt to see that nobody is fazed by the fact that a male much larger than me is carrying me out of the front door.

I'm so happy to see everyones head is in the right place.

Jay puts me down but too fast. I got a major head rush and grabbed his shirt to keep from falling. He holds me up and looks me in my brown eyes. His eyes are so beautiful. He helps me in the back seat and hand me a water bottle.

"Try to get some sleep and drink that" he says pointing to the water before slaming the door. I hear someone sniffling in the front seat. When Jade turns around with glossy eyes.

"D-Did They......  " she sobs.

"No" I cut her off and she dives to the back seat rapping ger arms around me."Oh thank god" she sniffles hugging me tighter with her knees still in the front seat.

The drivers side door opens and Jay climbs in without a word.He starts the car and drives fast with the radio playing some repetitive song and it's getting annoying. I lay down in the back seat and close my eyes and right before I drift off I hear Jay changing the station claiming that the song made him want to shoot himself.