The Perfection of My Insanity

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Niall's Pov:

It's been almost a year now sence it happened and I can still hear her voice in my head.

'Then leave me with the perfection of my insanity'

She's still there,in that hospital bed with the wrapes around her head even though the doctors said that it was all heeled.

Motionless

Even though she didn't finish the eight grade she was a great student so the school board pasted her to the nineth grade. That is if she wakes up.

Her parents have come and go to visit a couple time and asked about the now faded bruises on her skin but no one said a word.

Liam and the other guys have come too.They all yelled at me, said I took it too far this time and that they were done with my shit.

I could never push her this far again, not after this.

The nurse comes to tell me my visit is almost up.I go to take her hand in mine and I feel something move...she moved. I yell for the nurse and she rushes me out of the room.

Tears if joy run down my face and I don't argue with her. I back away and alow her the bring back my Diamond.

Nurse's Pov:

That same kid has been coming here to visit this poor girl and has the same look of pain every time. He looks at her with so mush pashion and hurt that it would break my heart if I didn't look deeper. If you look deep you can see that he is nothing but trouble in thoughs eyes. He is crazy for this girl but not in a good way. I know in my heart that he put these marks on this girl and I've heard him talking to her. Telling her he's sorry for beating her and hurting her.That she will grow to love him. You don't do this to people you love.....that kid is not in love he is......he is obsessed.

He was right about the girl she is slowly waking up from the coma.The best thing right now is not to leave her alone...after the suicide attempt.I call her parents and wait for their arrival.

Diamond's Pov:

When I killed myself I must have went to hell.

I kept hearing Niall's voice and I couldn't move to hit him. Everything seemed like it was frozen solid and I couldn't get what ever the fuck this is on my head.

"Mr.and Mrs.Parker I thing the best thing is to stay close after her suicide attempt" said a suprisingly farmiliar voice. Wait attempt it didn't work. No no no this isn't happening.It didn't work.

"Damnit" I say out loud."God,is that my voice" I say again fluttering my eyes open.I see my parents and Niall,Liam and very shoking Zayn, Louis and Harry. I wiggle my toes and as soon as I know I can move eveything I sigh in relief.

"Honey, how do you feel if there's anything you need just say it ok...

"Leave......please" I breath out in defeat."Everyone but Liam please go" my voice cracks at the end.They all file out of the room and Liam just stands there awkwardly.He looks taller then I remember.

"Liam did you hit like a growth spirt in the last 24 hours" I laugh weakly.and he has that look on his face the same one he did on the roof.

"D-Diamond I really hate to drop this bomb shell on you like this but you've been in here for more then a day" He speaks and his voice is slightly deeper too.

"Then how long have I been in here like a couple weeks" I say looking down at myself.I could have sworn I was shorter then this.

"Diamond you've been in a coma for almost a year now" he said clearly unhappy that I had to find out like I just did.

"W-What? no that's not possible just yesterday I was on the roof and I was in the rain. I can't handle this right now or every. W-What about school" I ramble out becoming light headed.

"Diamond you're brilliant granted you have an attitude but the school board is letting you pass to the nineth grade" he says to me. I can't believe this is happening to me. I don't want this I was suppost to be with the my cousin in London and a new school.This wasn't suppost to happen.

"I didn't want this" I say above a whisper.

"I'll um leave you alone to procces everything ok"  He says exiting the room.

I don't want this and if I didn't die from my old life I'm going to make this one, one that I want to live in, one where I do what I want.