The Perfection of My Insanity

Bullet wounds

Niall's Pov:

She did it.

She pulled the trigger.

I tried to stop her I did but she...she killed herself. I tried to pull the gun away I tried to love her but...but she.....

"She's so damn stubborn" I whisper to myself through closed teeth."But I did this to her I pushed her over the edge instead of to me" I continue me insane rant to myself as I whip out my phone.

*Ring *Ring *Ring

'Hello,911 what your emergency.....

"I-I she- she killed herself she did it I tried to stop her" I cry into the phone.

"O-ok! where are you" she says but I honestly have on idea.

"I-I don't know can't you just track the fucking phone down" I yell getting angery with the woman.

"Ok the police are on there way,just calm down" she says to me and I can't.

"You calm the fuck down" I yell into the phone throwing it down at the ground and stomping it.

"Come on baby" I cry siding over to her lifeless body.I can't say her name if I do then I'll loose it."Come one it's ok your going to be ok" I cry and I see my tears fall down on her face. Her eyes still the same and her lips still perfect no matter the marks that litter around them."You'll come back right?"I ask her rocking her cold body back and forth."You'll come back to me and you can love me like I love you.Please come back please I'll die without you and I know you love me right? We were just playing when we fought right? yeah yeah" I whisper to her moving her hair from her face.I hear the police sirens and in seconds they're busting down the door pulling me away from her.

"Son,what's the young girls name" the police officer asked me but I don't want to answer.

"D-D-Diamond her name is Diamond Parker"I spit out bursting into tears.

"She was right I am a murderer.I killed her on the inside and she killed herself on the out. This is all my fault"

The police men put her in the ambulance truck and let me ride in the back with her.I look down and see her and I can't take my eyes away as the nurse in the back seat is yelling for something and the truck bounces up in down,my eyes stay locked on her and the blood from her head and the sweat on her forehead.I still notice the details about her face.The face that would have at lot less marks if she had just loved me in the first place but she will grow to love me I know she will.We reach the hospital and they rush her in ,running her down the hall and quickly pushing her into a room. They hook multiple thing to her armes, chest and timples.One of the doctors push me out of the room.He said something about the waiting room but I was too bussy staring at her. I start to wander the halls a little until I make my way to the waiting room. I sit down in one of the chairs and put my head in my hands.I feel something wet on them and look up to see the red liquid. I can smell the blood and don't wash it out right away because it's her's only because it's her's.

I sit for what feels like a life time getting weird looks from people and waiting for the doctor to come out. I'm still crying and my knuckles white from my anger.I sit there and wait....for her.People come and go but I stay until the sun goes down and I still stay.

About hours after even the sun left,the doctor came.

"Um,well we couldn't contact her parents right away but...

"Cut the shit ok is she dead or not" I yell impatient at him.

"It's hard to tell right now but it seems that the bullet wound didn't penetrate her brain but greyzed her head. Ms.Parker is alive but she has slipped into a deep coma" he speaks and walks away. If I hadn't have tried to pull her arm away she would have died.

I saved her