The Perfection of My Insanity

Not normal

After what happened with the pills I had to get out of that house and there was only one place I could go....school.

The Next Day:

I get ready for school. Which used to consist of hide all the marks but no any more. When I'm done I plug in my headphones and head out the door. The guitar that play through my headphones into my ears is loud very loud.I fucking love it.

The bus pulls up in slow motion.The doors swing open and I can't hear a thing. Everyone had changed and as I make my way down the walk way the heavey beat of my music increases. A pair of arms reach up and grab me, pulling me down in the seat. I look over to see Liam's glowing smile and I sigh in relief. He reaches up and gently pulls my headphones out while still smiling at me. The noice from the bus floods in my ear and replaces the sound of music. I take my phone and headphones and stuff them inside of my pocket. I feel Liam reach up and tuck a piece of hair behind my ear. I look back up to see he is still staring at me and smiling.

"Why are you smiling at me is there something wrong with my face"  I say wiping my face with my heads repeatily.

"No there's nothing wrong...it's just well...you healed" he laughed pulling my hands away from my face.

I give him a smile when I feel a tap on my shoulder.I look to my right to see an unexpected face...Harry.

I look back at Liam and gives me a look that says everything is going to be ok.

"Can I talk to you" Harry's now deeper voice speaks.

"Umm.."

"Just for a minute" he tells me. I look back at Liam and then at Harry before slowly climbing into his seat.

He takes a deep breath and for the first time I think he looks nervous.

"What is it..do you think I'm going to press charges....or you want to beat me up..or" I was cut off my him holding his hand up.

"I want to say that I'm sorry for what we did to you. We never should have pushed you that far and what we did was wrong" he says with a sigh.He looks up at me waiting for my responce.

"Well.....I don't know what to say I mean I really didn't expect you to say sorry so I didn't plan a responce...um...I guess I'll just say....go fuck yourself" I shrug and his face drops.

"W-What" he stutters clearly in shock with my responce. He should be shocked. What did he want..for me to forgive him..just like that.

"Yeah, go fuck yourself, you can take that bullshit apology and go fuck yourself with it because I sure as hell don't want it!!" I yell and he is looks like someone just killed a puppy in front of him.

He spent matter of to seconds to think of something that I already know. He should be done bullying me... after I tried to kill myself that should have been enough.

I already know that he his sorry but for all the wrong reasons.He sorry from bullying me to the point of me almost dieing.When he should be sorry for hurting me, a person just like anyone else.

I'm not going to tell him I forgive him when it's not true.

I climb back into Liam's seat leaving Harry with the cluster of his own different emotions.The bus stops and I hurry to get off.

"Hey, Diamond wait up" yells Liam chacing after me and grabbing my arm as I try to run up the stairs.

"What did he tell you...you know Harry?"  he says now standing beside me.I'm going to have to get used to this new hight thing he has going on.

"Nothing really he just tried to apologise" I say as if it's no big deal.

"Tried to apologise" he says cocking his eyebrow up at he.

I stay silent

"Diamond what did you say" he draws out the word looking down at me.The way he said that made me feel like a fucking child.

"I told him to take his apology and go fuck himself with it because I don't want it" I confessed and Liam laughed at my choice of words.

"Well then it's really true, it doesn't matter the IQ points you can still curse like a pirate" he jokes and I giggle because his word couldn't be more true.

"I better head to my locker before everyone else floods in" he says before jogging a few steps ahead of me."You're good right, you know where your locker is and all you classes" he asked making sure that I'm set. I nodd my head yes to give him the ok.

"Good, now don't be late to class young lady" he yells from down the hall and almost on que the ball rings.

I fight to get to my locker because of all the other bodies in the hall.People bumping into each other and yelling at the top of your damn lungs.High school is fucking maddness.

I'm just about to reach my locker when some huge jock in a varsity jacket bumps into me causing me to hit the row if lockers.

"Hey watch were the fuck you're going!!" I yell at him and he turns around followed by all his buddies.

"Are you talking to me freshmen...thats cute" He laughs along with his friends though something told me he was being serious.

"If you thought that was cute then you'll find it adorable when I rip your fucking head off" I yell at him again.

I take in his frame. He's bigger than me and know he's stronger than me but I'm way smarter than him.I glare at him and turn to find my locker but when I do this guy it standing right behind me. I look up at him.He's about "5.9"  with dark hair tucked insind a beanie.He had grey eyes and a smirk plastered on his  face.

If I were a normal person I would be scared shitless and wouldn't dare to look him in the eye.

But as you all know I'm not normal.