The Perfection of My Insanity

Why me?

He's back and he wants me.

Why??

What the hell did I do in a past life to deserve this.A psycopathic asshole want me to love him.I'm not even sure that I'm capable of loving anyone, especially him.

Why,is the only question in my head the only thing i can think of.

Why me?

Why do you want me?

Why won't you leave me alone?

Why are you so fucking crazy?

"Leave her alone,Niall" Liam says helping me up without a hint of fear in his voice.My protecter.

"And if I don't,Liam, who in the hell is going to stop me,you?" he scoffs and takes a step towards me.Liam pulls me behind his back to shield me from Niall.This isn't happening.

Are you going to let him get hurt because of you...again?

"Hell,yeah!" Liam yells and for a second I don't know if he was talking to Niall or me.

"Do you need a fucking remider of what happen the last time you got in the middle of me in her" I'm behind Liam but I can tell that there's a smile on Niall's face as he says this.

"Do I need to remind you that you had help then, not now" Liam says crossing his arms still shielding me. The halls are starting to clear and World War fucking 3 is about to start.

I'm such a coward. I can't keep being scared of him.

"Just go away"  I scream out.

There's a tiny little girl inside of me and she is hiding in a corner waiting for the battle to end.There's another one crying and scream because of the wreckage. Then there's one more, standing tall and clawing her way to the surface to fight.Here she stands,now ready and waiting for the first punch.

"What did you just say to me" Niall says staring at me with those evil eyes.

"You heard me loud and fucking clear,Horan" I say stepping from behind Liam and standing tall,"Go away and leave me alone"

"Well look who finally learned to fight her own battles" he says looking me up and down,"You've grown up on me" he crosses his arms and smirks at me.There was a time when he was good, he was innocent, and nice maybe. Did I really do this to him...without even knowing.

"Get the hell away from me"I yell at him completely forgetting my thoughts.

"I'm not fucking moving without you!!!" he yells back twice as loud making me jump a little.

"That's fine, you don't have to go anywhere" I say calmly as I grab Liam's hand and turned my heels to walk away. Niall's grabs my upper arm and pulls me away from Liam. He grabbed my arm so tight that it almost made scream.

Without any hesitation Liam turns around and punches Niall in the face.I heard that disgusting cracking sound again and shut my eyes a loud thud and the ground shook a little bit. When I opened my eyes Liam was telling me to run and Niall was knocked out on the floor.

Holly shit!

"I told you, I wouldn't let him hurt you anymore" said Liam practically dragging me behind him.

"Alright, Mike Tyson, what now" I pant as we start to slow down,"Do we skip school because the exit's the other way" I say breathing heavy.

Damn I'm out of shape.