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Untitled Poem (An original poem by Fade)

I just feel like the world doesn't need me

And I'm drowning by myself in my own lake of pain

It's made up of harsh words from people

And it's starting to drive me insane

Would it really matter if I left here?

I wonder if people would stay awake at night

Thinking, hoping they could have stopped it

But even if they tried, they couldn't have saved my life

Because I was already gone

A hollow empty shell that can't think for herself

I have depression tracking my every move and editing it

Making me a lonely book unnoticed on the shelf

You see a happy, smiling girl with blank eyes full of joy

Not exactly who you think I am

Because really, inside I've already fallen apart

Just waiting for the emotions to flood out and crush the dam

My light burned out a long time ago

But no one ever tried to change it

I wanted them to, so I took it into my own hands

I was destroyed by myself, bit by bit

I just wanted to be somebody recognizable

Who could do some good in the world

But I barricaded the mean words and painful cuts

Inside of me and I became the injury of a wound

Somebody help me, save me from this

There's a slight chance I could be saved

But then again, I wouldn't have fallen down this hole

If people loved me in the first place

All they ever gave me were open wounds

That I inflicted upon myself with a knife

Because I definitely deserved it

Letting them make me into this lie

After being under a fluorescent white light for so long

I ask aloud, Hello darkness, where've you been?

I haven't seen you, but thanks anyways

You help me conceal the pain and you're my friend

I just feel like the world doesn't need me

And I'm drowning by myself in my own lake of pain

Made up of harsh words from people

And it's starting to drive me insane.

Somebody please help me...

I'm begging you, I need it, I'm being dead serious, help me, please...

~ Fade