Jasper

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I lost my heart
When I saw his light go out

I lost my eyes
When I saw his body, covered with burns

I lost my head
When he told me he loved me

I lost my joy
When he died in my arms

I think every night
Of how he was great

I ponder every night
If I am really worth it

I cry every night
Hoping to bring him back

I break every night
Falling apart, bit by bit

I blame myself
Hiding behind my hair

I hurt myself
Scarring my body

I yell at myself
Angrily

I'm a pathetic self
I'm not what you see

The nightmares
Awaken me every night

The scars
I see them, I cry

The guilt
Suffocating me

The nights
I die

The closet
Relaxed I am

The darkness
I welcome with a kiss

The ragged breathing
Of me

The social exclusions
Is bliss

I lost my heart
When I saw his light go out

I lost my eyes
When I saw his body, covered with burns

I lost my head
When he told me he loved me

I lost my joy
When he died in my arms

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