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(Sorry I've been so stressed and today everything got kinda crazy and I really just need to vent it out a little bit. Please forgive.)

No one ever sees me

Walking by

Or when I stare at my shoes

Waiting for something

I'm not special

But they tell me lies

And I want to believe them

And I hurt myself sometimes

But I don't tell them

Even when I do badly

They lie to my face

About how I was so good

But I can see right through them

They don't want to be

Known as the parents whose daughter

Killed herself

So they try to

Keep me happy

But they can't

They don't know how much I know

They think I'm stupid

But I'm not

I know their secrets

Their lies

They can't keep everything from me

Maybe in the past they could

But not now

Sometimes

When my mind is blank

I think about

Killing myself

Leaving behind

My limp body in

A noose

Wondering if anyone

Would care

I might have a funeral

Not many would come

Maybe none

At all.

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