(Sorry I've been so stressed and today everything got kinda crazy and I really just need to vent it out a little bit. Please forgive.)
No one ever sees me
Walking by
Or when I stare at my shoes
Waiting for something
I'm not special
But they tell me lies
And I want to believe them
And I hurt myself sometimes
But I don't tell them
Even when I do badly
They lie to my face
About how I was so good
But I can see right through them
They don't want to be
Known as the parents whose daughter
Killed herself
So they try to
Keep me happy
But they can't
They don't know how much I know
They think I'm stupid
But I'm not
I know their secrets
Their lies
They can't keep everything from me
Maybe in the past they could
But not now
Sometimes
When my mind is blank
I think about
Killing myself
Leaving behind
My limp body in
A noose
Wondering if anyone
Would care
I might have a funeral
Not many would come
Maybe none
At all.
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