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Chapter 15 - I Remember the Boy

Chapter Fifteen | I Remember the Boy
Axel Damn Saval's Point of View

I went home directly as soon as I got out of Jin's Apartment. I usually go to some place nice to spend the night off joining gang fights. But it's different this time, I decided to go home early and sleep. I've been doing this thing for almost two weeks? Since the day Jin told me to stop fighting and just like a loyal good dog, I followed what Jin ordered me to. Kasi naman takot akong mawala siya eh.

I can't explain what I truly feel for Jin. I don't know, I just like him. Not because he's cute but because I just like being with him.

I can see the boy in him.

When I got inside my room, I took all of my clothes off and went to sleep. And I don't know why but, I suddenly dozen myself off to sleep without any burden.

"Damn what do you think of me?" asked a boy maybe still in his elementary years.

"Huh? Ako?" I don't know why but I blushed, I don't normally talk about feelings because I am not an open person, I'm a reserved, taciturn man.

The boy nodded. "Kasi ako, Ang tingin ko sayo ano eh. Kuya. Pero 'wag kang ano ha? I really like you." Sagot nito sa akin, hinawakan ko ang kamay nito. Filled each spaces with my fingers and squeezed them. Nakatingin ako sa mga magaganda nitong mga mata, finally, I can see him clearly.

He looks exactly like Jin?

"Ang bata pa natin." Sagot ko naman dito. "And I don't know why, but I like you."

He gave me that innocent smile, a pure impeccable one.

"I love you Damn. Ano nga 'yong ginagawa nung mga taong nagmamahalan?" Tanong nito sa akin. Umiling lang ako sapagkat wala akong alam kung paano.

That night, nag search ako sa internet kung ano daw ang mga ginagawa nila.

Kiss.

So the next day, I asked the boy if we could Kiss. And we did, I don't really know what it feels like. Just normal? Maybe kasi bata pa kami at hindi pa kami ka-open minded sa mga bagay-bagay. Sa mga makabuluhang mundo.

And we spent the day playing in the rice field. Until one day, I just saw the boy inside a car. He was crying, while a man in black was caressing his back to confront him. I don't know what happened to him, or why didn't he come to see me on the fields.  He didn't see me, but I managed to chase him. But no matter how hard I tried screaming for him, they can't hear me. I waited for him for days, because I thought he'd come for me again. Until my family decided to move to a town, near to my Father's workplace.

Months passed by until an unexpected incident happened. Hindi ko alam kung ano ba ang rason kung ba't pinatay ang Mom ko, sa harap ko pa mismo. She was beheaded exactly in front of me. I don't know who the suspects are, because I was fourteen at that tine. Good thing she hid me inside the cabinet, pero sa maliit na butas nakita ko kung paano nila kinuha ang buhay ng Mom ko mismo.

Nagkaroon ako ng trauma, making me to stop going to school for two years. All I did was to lock myself out from the people around me including my friends and my relatives, only My Dad. Pero dahil palagi itong busy sa trabaho niya, naghahati na ang time nito para sa akin and that's how maybe how I became like this.

Now, unti-unti ko nang na-aalala lahat-lahat.

I remember the boy.

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