Chapter Fifty Three | Two Miserable People
Rin Revamonte's Point of ViewWe've been together for almost 8 months. I know Damn for almost a year already, but I already knew him since we were both young. Damn and I had a roller coaster life together. From being my bully to my lover, I was lucky to have him.
For a while.
"D-damn. Sigurado ka ba?" Nangingilid na ang mga luha sa mata ko.
Ba't ang gulo-gulo ng relasyon naming dalawa? Bakit ganito nalang siya bigla? "Damn, f-face me." Nauutal kong utos sa kaniya dahil ayaw niyang lumingon sa akin. I want him to face me, to tell ne the truth.
Masaya ako kanina pero puta— ang lungkot ko ngayonsa sinabi niya.
He wants to breakup with me.
Ngayon? Ngayon na na-okay na para kay Mom niya na maging kami?
"Damn..." my voice was breaking.
"Im really sorry."
"Ano ba ang problema?"
"I realised, when I punched you yesterday. It made sense to me. I was the problem after all." Paliwanag nito sa akin, he was still looking at the floor kaya bumaba ako ng higaan at lumuhod sa kaniya para tingnan nito ako ng diretso.
I don't want confrontations without looking at each other straight in the eyes!
"I don't want to hurt you. I just don't want to."
"D-damn, it's okay. 'Di mo naman sinasadya 'yon kagabi." Ani ko sa kaniya. "Please... not now, not now that we're finally okay. P-please."
I started breaking down in front of him again.
Not now.
Not now that I can finally be happy with Damn.
I Iove him.
I can't give up.
"I'm miserable Jin. You can't be with someone who cant control his anger." Ani Damn sa akin, bigla nitong pinunasan ang luha ko. "I really love you, but with this mental illness of mine. I couldn't."
"Damn, you put up with my Anxiety! With my depression. Ba't ka naman bibitaw sa atin kaagad?" Tanong ko sa kaniya habang humihikbi.
He cupped my chin. "Because I'm miserable." He explained.
"We're both miserable people Damn!" I yelled at him. "We've always been."
"My Mom doesn't is want you." Damn added.
"Diyan ka nagkakamali! She talked to me awhile ago." I yelled at him whilst crying. "Nakausap ko siya kanina, and I convinced her about us."
I smiled at him at pinunasan ang mga luha ko, "Your Mom is not going to interfere with us again. Okay na para sa kaniya. Please Damn, please don't let your mind rule over you. Please." Pagmamaka-awa ko sa kaniya.
Damn just sat there frozen, still trying to process what I said to him. Then suddenly he hugged me tight. "I-I'm sorry Jin. B-bina-bawi ko na 'yon." I chuckled.
This was a crazy relationship.
Damn.
"Are you okay with me being like this?" Tanong na lang nito sa akin.
"We can always fix each other Damn." Nakangiti kong sinabi sa kaniya. Damn held my hand and kissed it.
"After all were both miserable being." I added.
He just looked at me straight in the eye.
"After all we're two miserable people." Sagot naman nito sa akin atsaka ako hinalikan sa labi.
And when our lips parted he said. "Damn."
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