Homecoming Pt. 1

Enzo 103

We pulled up to the house and it was completely dark, I wouldn't have believed anyone was home if it wasn't for Cam's bright red Chrysler sitting in the driveway. I didn't feel like waiting for Devin to open the so I used my key to walk in and even though it was dark the first thing I noticed was Devin, he was sitting in the corner of the room with something in his hand at first I didn't know what it was but I quickly turned the light on and ran over to him. I grab the thing out of his hand and saw it was a bottle of Johnny Walker, Devin looked up at me his eyes glossed over as he fought back tears. I hated seeing my little brother like this, so down and defeated, and as much as I wanted to comfort him that's not what he needed right now, what he needed was tough love.

"Devin man get yo ass up." I said pulling him to his feet. "Legacy help me get him to the bathroom." I said as we carried Devin's drunk ass to the bathroom. I turned the water on ice cold and threw him in the shower, after hearing him bitch for thirty minutes about how he was going to fuck us up and beat our asses he was finally sober enough to talk. "Devin what the hell is wrong with you?"

"I'm a fuck up Enzo.....I ruin everything I touch, I hurt everyone I meet....." Devin said looking away. "The truth is I know it too, I hurt Staci by cheating on her with Nico, I hurt Nico by fucking with Will, and I hurt Antonio by fucking with Nico." Devin said wiping his face.

"Then little bro why do you keep doing it? If you know you're hurting them then why do you keep letting yourself get into these situations?" I asked sitting next to him.

"I'm afraid to be alone........ it's like all my life the people I love they...... they always end up leaving me my dad, my mom, Khalil. So whenever I end up in a relationship I always expect the worse, even though I cheated on Staci I figured she was cheating on me so it was only a matter of time before she left, when I found out about Iman  put it in my head Nico already had one foot out the door with Iman so I pushed him away while at the same time holding on to him and now I've possibly lost Antonio because I couldn't let go of Nico. So in the end as much as I fought not to be alone I still ended up here by myself." Devin said quietly.

"Devin the first thing you need to do is figure out who you wanna be with and stop worrying about them leaving." I said making him look me in the eyes.

"I already know who I want to be with Enzo, when they both walked away I wanted to go after Antonio, and even though Nico knows everything about me all the good and the bad but  Antonio makes me forget all of that... he makes me better. Now he doesn't want anything to do with me." Devin said looking away.

"Devin... you need to talk to both of them you have to let Nico know that you wanna be with Antonio and you can't messing around with him and you need to let Antonio know how you really feel. Now about this deep seeded fear of abandonment you have you have to let it go. I'm not going anywhere, Khalil isn't going anywhere, Marcus, Cam, Legacy, we're all here for you.But you can't expect for your relationships to work if you let this fear control you." I said.

"That's easier said than done Enzo, something like that isn't easy to get over. I thought I had started to get over it when Khalil came back, but always feel like I'm going to be left alone again." Devin said looking me in the eyes.

"Dev we're not going anywhere I promise that, but maybe..... maybe you should just be single for a while. Even though you love Antonio you got in all those relationships because you were running from your problems instead of facing them head on." Legacy said putting his hand on Devin's shoulder.

"You're right." Devin said quietly. "I'll go and talk to them both tomorrow but right now I'm going to head to bed." Devin said standing up and walking to his room. Me and Legacy looked at each other and I saw the same worries I had mirrored in his eyes.

"Do you think he'll be alright?" Legacy asked.

"Yeah it might take him a while but Devin is tough, he'll pull through and come back stronger than before. I'm just amazed he got here and got drunk as fast as he did." I said as we walked out and got in my car.

"Well Devin's always been a lightweight when it comes to drinking." Legacy said laughing. The ride back to San Antonio was quiet except for the sounds of Kendrick Lamar coming through the radio. We pulled up to my place and I couldn't help but stare at Legacy, damn he was sexy ass hell, he noticed me looking and smiled. "What?" He asked.

"Legacy I gotta say man you really showed me a different side of you tonight. I mean I always had a feeling you were mature for your age but I really didn't see it until tonight." I said smiling at him. He didn't say anything as he got out the car, I trailed him slowly admiring his slightly muscular build. I've always been afraid of getting close to people but Legacy was doing something to me that I never felt I wanted to get as close to him as possible, he stopped at my door blocking my path. I reached around him putting my key in the lock, the space between us was minimal we were so close I could feel his chest rising and falling against mine.

"We should go insi..." I pressed my lips to his silencing him, I didn't want to talk anymore in fact I felt like we've talked enough. I opened the door and pushed him inside without breaking the kiss, we got inside and I slammed the door behind us, it was completely dark but I knew where I was going I led him to my bedroom. We got to my room and we were fighting to get each others clothes off, after we were both naked I stood back and admired his body, Legacy had a nice build somewhere between muscular and scrawny, his nice sized dick stood straighter than an arrow. I walked over to him and kissed him gently, our dicks pressed against each other as we fell on the bed.I grabbed a condom and rolled it over my thick dick as I looked in his eyes, I could see the fear, I knew Legacy wasn't use to bottoming so I had to put him at ease.

"Look we can go as far as you want to go, no pressure." I said kissing his neck. Legacy didn't respond with words, he grabbed my dick and guided it into his body, Legacy winced as the head of my dick entered his hole. "You aight? Do you want me to stop?" I asked scared that I was hurting him.

"Nigga did I tell you to stop?" Legacy countered biting his lip. I smiled as I slide my dick further in his tight ass. The first few minutes were the worse Legacy tried to tough it out but I could tell he was in pain, I grabbed some lube and tried to help ease some of the pain but it didn't work.

"Look I'm going to stop because I hate seeing you like this." I said pulling out, even though he didn't say anything I could see the relief wash over his face.

"My bad I really wanted this but that shyt hurt like hell." Legacy said. I pulled him into my arms and kissed him.

"It's coo Legacy, we can always try again. I just didn't think tough guy Legacy couldn't  take dick." I said jokingly. I punched me in the ribs gently and started laughing. "Nah but seriously we can go as fast or as slow as you want there's no pressure.

"Thanks Lorenzo, I honestly thought I was ready for this hell, I dreamed about our first time together I guess I couldn't handle it. But I need to be real with you, I'm not going to sit here and pretend that I haven't been fucking with other people because I have..... but I'm willing to give all them dudes up if you asked me to..... you make me feel things I've never felt and I like that feeling and I want to keep it going..... I guess what I'm trying to say is I wanna be with you exclusively." Legacy said, I pulled away and looked him in the eyes.

"Legacy think about what you're asking me, I need you to be sure you're ready to be in a relationship with someone like me, I need to know that you can be in it with me 100%, which means we're always honest with each other no matter what happens, and I don't do all that childish ass arguing, fighting and carrying on. I don't play that cheating shyt either, I need to if we do this you can be faithful. Can you do that?" I asked, Legacy looked at me and nodded. "Aight I'm not playing Legacy if I find out you played me I'm not going to yell and fight I'm just going to leave do you understand?" I asked pulling him closer to me.

"Yeah I can handle it." Legacy said kissing me. "There's something else I think I can handle to." He said grabbing my dick, I smiled as he grabbed another condom and kissed me as I thought to myself I could get used to this.