Homecoming Pt. 1

Khalil 112

Before I get to the part where Zyshaun decided to show up unannounced, let me take you back to my four months away. Me and Marcus started our extended vacation at my cabin in Colorado, we spent about a month there Marcus was adamant about no sex so we spent the whole month getting to know each other better than we already did, it got to the point where we could tell what the other was thinking by the slightest tremble of the lip or movement of the eyes. Then we went to Ohio for three weeks Marcus wanted to spend time with his family which was cool with me since me and Marsean were on better terms and his mother adored me, that's where I discovered Marcus's love for Dominant/ submissive type sex. The first time we did it I wasn't feeling it, but the more we did I probably ended liking it more than Marcus, there was something about giving him complete control over me that drove me insane. After that we went to Miami so I could build a relationship with my dad...... I'll just leave it at that. Finally our last stop was back to my cabin, where we spiritually became one, by the end of the trip we were stronger than ever, but I honestly missed my brothers so when we got back and I saw Cam's eye I was pissed.

"Cam can you come help me with something real quick." I said trying to hide my anger. We got outside and Cam tried to avoid looking at me. "What.... the..... fuck happened to your face?" I asked quietly.

"It's nothing Khalil me and Devin...... we had a little disagreement last night and he punched me it's nothing serious." Cam said trying to down play the situation.  A part of me was relieved that it was Devin and not some random person, but the other part wanted to go in there and knock Devin on his ass.

"What's going on with you Cam, I know I've been gone but I still know what's going on and from what I've been hearing you've been distant, you've been angry and you've been disrespectful. I know I'm not the poster child for controlling my anger but this doesn't sound normal Cam." I said putting my hand on his shoulder. Cam looked everywhere but in my eyes. "Camden.... look at me what's up?" I said quietly I counted to ten and waited I knew what was going to happened before it did, Cam started crying and telling me everything he's been going through.

" It's a bunch of shyt I miss my girl Khalil...... I feel like I'm losing her. Every since my son died we've been drifting further apart, I need her more than I need my next breath but she's pulling away. And then I feel like I'm losing my best friend to my brother and I feel like I'm losing my brother to my best friend they're always together and truthfully I feel left out sometimes. But I guess the root of the problem is I feel like I'm losing myself, before I met you and Dev I was the oldest my sisters and Legacy used to always come to me for any and everything now I just feel like I'm just invisible and everyone is forgetting about me." Cam said wiping his face.

"Cam.... you should never feel like that. I should've been here for you but you know you can always talk to me or one of our other brother stop holding everything in it's not healthy and all you're doing is pushing everyone away." I said looking into his eyes. I pulled him into a hug and kissed the side of his head. "I got you little bro..... I missed so much of all my siblings life, but I  promise I'm not going anywhere. I love you aight." I whispered in his ear.

"Aight." Cam said his voice cracking. I put my arm around his shoulder and led him back in the house. We walked up to the house and Marcus was standing on the porch with Tonya.

"I'ma go talk to Devin and Cam real quick then me and you need to talk." I said winking at him. I walked in the house and saw Devin talking on his phone I snatched it out his hand and ended the call. "Upstairs now." I said walking away with Cam. We got in the room and Devin sat on the bed looking at me and Cam.

"What's going on Khalil?" Devin asked smiling.

"Talk." I said looking at Cam, he took a deep breath and looked at Devin.