I'm so good at hiding behind books that you'll never catch me hiding behind books.
I'm starting to feel detached from this account {meaning I'm losing my writer's hand [meaning I'm starting to write less and less (meaning that I'm not writing anything because I don't know what to write and/or I'm not feeling it anymore)]}.
*depressed sigh* I think this is what adults call growing up.
WARNING: Prepare yourself for the melancholy.
When I made this account last year in July, I knew I wasn't able to hold it up for long, but I was at least hoping I'd be able to hold it until my one year anniversary being a user on WattPad. Now, I don't think I'll be able to make it, which sucks a lot. What also sucks is that this book never reached 100 parts.
I've grown so attached to the many fandoms I've become a part of, but now that I've reached this point in my life, it's all starting to slip away too soon. I'm not saying that I wouldn't have started watching anime and reading manga if I never discovered WattPad (knowing some of my friends, I would've started sooner or later). I'm saying that being a part of this vast community has encouraged me to start doing those things on my own. Exploring the otaku world without the guidance of senpais. Just because I won't be here, doesn't mean I won't continue watching and reading, I'll just do it less often.
I'm also not saying that this is the end of my time here on WattPad. Well, it'll be the end of writing--except for my poem book! I'll continue writing as much poems as I can, don't you worry. I'll be discontinuing my other books. Yes, for those of you who read my Ereri, I know I said I had stuff to write; I'm sorry, but I can't continue anymore because, as I stated earlier, I lost my writer's hand. I'll still have that and this book on my "written works" shelves in case any of you are in the need for some nostalgia senses.
I had so many books in my archives to read, but I don't think I'll be reading those books any time soon--or ever. However (yes, hopes!), I'll still be alive in some books--you know where to find me ;).
I think that's all I have to say. Well, just be glad that this isn't farewell--yet!
And when that farewell comes, this account will still exist, there just won't be anyone running it.
Yours Forever Truly and Sincerely,
Alice "Asian Turtle" Hazuki
