Brace yourselves.
The rant is coming.
Before dinner, my little brother was watching these videos on his tablet. I don't know what they were, but there was a lot of girlish screaming coming from a 12-year-old boy, so I'm guessing it's not pretty.
Then, during dinner, he kept flapping his hands and shit, and my dad kept telling him to stop because it's abnormal, and if he keeps doing it, it'll become a habit, and then he'll do it in public, and then people will think there's something wrong with him.
See, my dad does not have a positive point of view.
He's the kind of father who wants normal children.
Which is why he pisses me off so damn much.
At the end of dinner, my dad yelled, "Stop that! What's wrong with you?"
And this is when I broke.
Because I'm not supposed to talk back to my dad.
Especially when he's talking to my brother like this.
Because it pisses him off when I get involved in stuff like that.
But fuck it you know because he triggered my big sister fight instincts.
So I said back (said as in no yelling), "There's nothing wrong with him."
And then he said, "There's something wrong with him if he's doing stuff like that."
"He's just being himself. If he's himself, good people will love him for that."
"Yeah right. What he's doing is abnormal."
And I'm just sO FUCKING PISSED OFF
HE DOESN'T LOVE HIS OWN SON
JUST FOR BEING WHO HE IS
HE WANTS HIM TO BE NORMAL
BULLSHIT
THERE'S NO SUCH FUCKING THING AS NORMAL
YOU KNOW WHAT PISSES ME OFF EVEN MORE?
WHEN HE KEEPS TELLING MY BROTHER TO STOP WATCHING THESE VIDEOS
AND TO REVIEW WHAT HE LEARNS IN SCHOOL AND BLAH BLAH
BUT HE NEVER
DOES
ANYTHING
ABOUT IT
WHICH JUST MAKES IT WORSE BECAUSE THEN MY BROTHER WILL NEVER LEARN TO STOP
MY DAD KEEPS TALKING BUT HE NEVER DOES SHIT
WORDS ARE JUST POINTLESS WITHOUT ACTION
I WANNA BECOME AN ADULT SO BAD RIGHT NOW
SO I DON'T HAVE TO PUT UP WITH MY DAD ANYMORE
AND HEAR THIS BULLSHIT FROM HIM
AND I'M WORRIED THAT WHAT HE'S SAYING TO MY BROTHER WILL HURT HIM SIGNIFICANTLY IN THE LONG RUN
GREAT FATHER ISN'T HE
S O. F U C K I N G. G R E A T.
i'm gonna go punch my pillow
bye
