I Just Want You

Chapter 32: Our Love's a Tragedy...

Chapter 32:  Our Love's a Tragedy...

Travis' POV: 

The Next Day....

I was on my way back to Kansas. I can't believe I actucally thought she would be waiting for me. 

Why am I so stupid?  

I had spent the night at a 24 hour coffee bar. Even though I really wanted to drink my blues away I couldn't retrogress from all of the progress I had made.

I can't even describe the feeling I had/have knowing that another man gets to hold the woman I couldn't hang on to.

I felt my aching heart burst in to a billion bloody pieces, I just wanted to lay down and die right then and there.

I really screwed up...

The thing that bugs me the most is the fact that Kyle didn't tell me about it. 

He probably wanted me to get hurt worse than she did. He had to have known that she was seeing someone else. I can't believe I trusted that guy. I am such an idiot.

I fell asleep the rest of the plane ride home.

...

Monday Morning...

Yet again I have woken to an empty bed. I thought I would still be in New York at this point, but we all see how that turned out.

I got dressed for work and headed to the office.

.....

After working all day I decided to go for coffee. I don't particularly enjoy the taste of coffee, but it reminds me of her. 

It's the closest warmth and presence of her beauty that I will ever come close to feeling.

I wish i hadn't let her go.

The best thing that ever happened to me, and I let her slip right through my fingers.

I was interrupted from my thoughts by the sight of a bastard.

He had some nerve. I stood from my chair in the coffee shop and was quickly across the room.

He noticed me and was purely confused.

"Travis, Shouldn't you be in New York?" He asked with a puzzled expression.

"Oh don't play dumb Kyle." I sneered.

"What are you talking about?"

"You knew all along, and you didnt have the balls or thoughts to tell me?"

"Tell you what?" I could see pure annoyance and a mixture of confusion in his eyes at the same time.

"She was seeing another man!" I throw my hands in the air as I yell.

"What are you talking about Travis?" 

"You know exactly what I'm talking about! "

"Why don't we sit down?" He asked gesturing to a corner in the back.

"Okay," I huff.

We make our way to the corner and I start second guessing myself.

Maybe he really doesn't know what's going on? Or maybe Melody just didn't tell him... But she tells him everything. It was probably a misunderstanding... Who am I kidding?! 

"Okay slow down cowboy..." Kyle says.

I just roll my eyes at him.

"Start from the beginning."