Lay, My One and Only

Chapter 59: Gone

I've been REALLY successful ever since my debut. I've set RECORDS...already. Can you believe it? I just released an album and the sales have SKYROCKETED. We've sold MILLIONS in just days! That's INCREDIBLE! I really can't believe it. I could be on the road to being REALLY famous!

But being this successful also means working a lot. Practicing a lot. Going on tour and to concerts. I just don't know if I'm ready for it.

In the mean time...I just have to enjoy my free life here in Seoul. With Yixing. With Tao. With EXO.

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I barely slept last night because of that freaking movie. It was a horror movie...suggested by the unicorn. And just to make it worse...he fell asleep. Yup. He slept. Leaving me all alone in a late night horror movie.

I woke up at around 6 in the morning by a knock on the door. I couldn't get it because it took me a few minutes to get out of bed and walk over to the door. Just incase anything was left, I opened it.

Only to see a note left at my doorstep. I picked it up and I began reading it even before going inside. It read...

Read this.

We know who you are. Huang Karrera. The "famous idol." You're really loved by everyone...but us. We want to send you to hell. You know why? You're dating Zhang Yixing. And that really bothers us knowing that you stole the heart of a precious, gentle man. And he's with a bitch. He doesn't deserve someone low like you. Just to make ourselves clear. Break up with him within the next 24 hours and stay away from him. Nothing happens or goes to you...or anyone. If you don't and choose to hold on...well...we have blackmails on you. Things you don't want anyone to know. Not even Tao or Yixing. Along with that...let's just say that we own a lot of weapons. And we can hurt multiple people with them. Don't tell ANYONE about this or we'll definetly hurt you and your loved ones. I think we've made ourselves clear.

What the hell is this shit!? They CAN'T be serious! Why would anything do such a thing? This is a life threat! They're obviously phychopaths...and they could cause SERIOUS harm to me...Yixing...anyone. But I also can't let go of Yixing.

I finished reading and I was terrified. I was in such shock that I fell to the floor and I began crying. I don't want anything to happen! I just want to be happy with Yixing! Is that too much to ask?

I thought. For many minutes. I thought like my life depended on it. And I concluded...

If I choose to be selfish and continue with Yixing...he could be harmed. I could be harmed. Even EXO could be harmed. What's even worse is I can't tell them about this. They could help me out but apparently these people are stalking me and watching my moves. I couldn't risk that either. And I'm not going to.

I have to let him go.

I began crying my heart out...harder than I ever had. I can't believe anyone would do such a thing. I also didn't want them chasing after me.

Once I cooled down...I called my manager.

" Hello?" he said.

" H-Hello...Mr. Manager..." I said.

" Oh, good morning Karrera! What can I do for you?" he asked.

" Is there any way that I can relocate away from Seoul?" I asked.

" Yes...there is. But we never thought you'd ask. Is there a problem?" he asked.

" No. I guess I just want to," I said. They had been funding my house ever since I signed with them.

" We can move you into a new house in Incheon tomorrow, OK?" he asked. I guess I only have a day.

" OK. Thank you so much, Mr. Manager. Have a good day..." I said. I hung up. I began packing. I had no time to waist. I took out some boxes and one by one I started packing my clothes.  While I was doing that, I was thinking how to break up with my lamb.

Just the thought made me cry again.

I just can't process this.

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It was around 6 pm and I finished packing. I never had many things to pack. But I also concluded that I couldn't tell Yixing face-to-face. The manager told me that I could move in today at 9 pm so I only had 3 hours left. Before leaving, I'd leave him a note.

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It was the time. 9 pm. The time I left Seoul. The time I left my best friends. The time I left my brother. The time I left the one who meant most to me.

The van came and picked me up and helped me store all the boxes in the back seats and the trunk. They all fit.

He was driving me towards Incheon until I stopped him.

" Wait! Can you please drop me by this house?" I asked. I gave him Yixing's address. He nodded and drove me there. I left the note at his door and I ran back into the van, crying.

I don't have anyone anymore.

I'm all alone.

No friends, no family, no Yixing.

I threw my life away just in a few seconds.

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OMG I cried! I can't believe this! Karrera how could you!? You bitch!

BTW I'm punished for throwing a tantrum. My dad won't let me go to the EXO concert! I can't believe it! And, being me, I made a HUGE issue out of it so my dad said no electronics for the day. But thank god he left the house for a little bit and I was able to write this!

Please no hate for having Karrera do this! I'm so sorry from the bottom of my heart!

Thank you for all the love and support!

<3
-Karreraluna <3