Posted: July. 31, 2016
So idk why but I've been getting messages asking me what my Instagram is and stuff like that, but some were wondering just what I look like. So the picture above is of me, it's also my most recent picture on my instagram😂😂 my Instagram is @ crazy__v1bes so uh yeah, let's get on with this.
10. Rowan
When we finally land in Barbados, I sigh in relief wanting to get off the plane. It was by far my worst experience, I've never in my entire life had to deal with a baby screaming right next to me, but on this plane ride I did, and I've never been so thankful that my own daughter was never one to cry.
We drove to the hotel in a rental car we already had waiting for us, and I gasp as the amazing view from the balcony. Harry had gotten the top floor suite, one of the two on this floor, his boss getting the other at the other end of the floor. I unpack my things while Harry takes a shower, before I walk out into the balcony dialing my moms phone number.
"Hello?"
"Hi Ma"
"Hi, how are you? Is it beautiful?"
"God yes" I sigh in content "It's the most beautiful place I've ever seen"
"I bet, I hope to make it there some day"
"Is that a hint? Because I'm broke"
"It was, but you'd have the money if you were with Austin" She says and I can picture her rolling her eyes.
"I know, but look at him now. What am I supposed to do?"
"Actually talk to him, talk about getting back together" She urges.
"I'm married, it's not that simple anymore"
"Well, things happen. But anyways, do you want to talk to Amelia?"
"Yes" I nod, and I hear my mom call her name before her cute little voice floods through the phone.
"Hi Mommy"
"Hi Baby" I sniffle, I miss her already "How are you?"
"Good, when's daddy coming?" She asks and I frown.
"Daddy isn't coming" I sigh "I'm sorry"
"But Mommy-"
"I know, but he had to go to work last minute" I say "I'm sure he's sorry and he'll make it up to you. Daddy loves you so much" I say.
"Okay" She says sadly.
"I love you, but I have to go okay?"
"I love you" She says and I hang up the phone. I open Twitter, scrolling through my feed, laughing quietly at some of the edits that are still made about Austin and I.
@RowanMendo: In Barbados with my love, it's so beautiful 😍
I post the tweet, and get a response from a very familiar person who is obsessed with Austin and I.
@Rowstinforlife: Are you with Austin? I hope so... @rowanmendo.
@RowanMendo: Unfortunately, no💙 @rowstinforlife.
I send her the tweet and lock my phone, sitting it on the table beside me. I watch the ocean and sigh happily at this beautiful paradise. Harry comes out and sits beside me, wrapping an arm around my shoulder "You like it?" He asks and I nod.
"It's beautiful"
"I'm glad you think so" He grins "My boss called and said he wants to go look around and he wants us to join him" He tells me.
"Okay, just let me go change" I stand up, walking inside and find a pair of shorts and a t-shirt, putting them on along with a pair of comfortable shoes. We walk out of the hotel room, Harry's boss and his wife standing at the end of the hallway.
"Oh, Rowan you're here" Susan drawls out, her voice too posh for my liking "It's so nice to see you" She kisses both of my cheeks, making me cringe.
"You too Ms. Fell"
"Oh, please, just call me Susan" She smiles, before turning to Harry "There's my favorite of my husbands employees" She grins, wrapping her arms around his shoulders.
"How have you been Rowan?" Harry's boss, Dave, asks.
"I've been good, how are you?"
"Spectacular"
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"God, I just want to sleep for the rest of my life. I didn't know they had so much energy" I fall face first onto the hotel bed, sighing into the mattress.
"I'm right there with you" Harry lays down beside me. I crawl towards the pillows, laying my head on one of them, turning on my side to face Harry.
"I still hate Susan"
"I know" He chuckles, and soon my phone rings. I pick it up, furrowing my eyebrows when I see Austin's name on the screen.
"I'll be right back" I stand up, grabbing one of the room keys and walking out of the room, answering the phone.
"What do you want?"
"I'm so sorry" He sighs.
"I don't know why you continue to apologize to me, you need to apologize to your daughter" I roll my eyes "You keep leaving her, I couldn't care less if you were around, but unfortunately she wants to be around you"
"You really hate me, don't you?"
"No, I've never hated you. I just miss the old Austin. This isn't you, this isn't the guy I fell for three years ago, you're someone completely different and I don't like it" I admit "But either way, I'd never hate you"
"I just don't know what to do. I don't know how to do this, and it's scaring me"
"You think I know what to do? I don't, I still don't know what to do, but I'm still trying" I frown "But you never even tried"
"I know" He sighs "I'm so sorry. I'll fix it"
"I don't want you to, I'm fine on my own" I say and hang up the phone. I slide it back into my pocket and unlock the door, walking back into my hotel room and laying down beside Harry. I sigh heavily, and he looks at me in worry.
"Everything okay?"
"Yeah, I'm perfectly fine" I smile, leaning over to kiss his cheek.
"Well okay then" He nods, and we both fall silent. It's silent for quite a while until Harry speaks up "So, I was thinking..." He trails off, and I continue to stare at the ceiling "I think you and I should try to have a baby of our own"
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