Posted: August. 23, 2016
I'm writing this on my phone and I hate writing this on my phone but I don't have my iPad or my laptop rn so yeah.
22. Rowan
"Thanks for uh, letting me stay and all" Austin says as him and I stand on his front porch.
"It's the least I could do after everything" I push my hair behind my ear, looking down at my shoes "I'm sorry about that again"
"Don't worry about it" He shakes his head "I'd do the same thing if I were him"
"Mama!" Amelia yells and I look back at her.
"Un momento" I yell back, before turning back to Austin "I guess I'll see you soon" I give him a smile. I take a step closer and press my lips against his cheek before walking back to my car.
"Bye Daddy!" Amelia waves at him.
"Bye Baby" He waves back, laughing.
Before we drive off I send Harry a text message telling him if he wants to talk then we can and I tell him where to meet me.
I drop Amelia off with Rosa, not wanting to face my mother right now. I drive to where I told Harry to meet me and see he's already there, and I sit down across from him.
"Hi" I mumble, getting his attention.
"Hi" He says back "I'm so sorry" He sighs out.
"I can't believe you" I shake my head "What told you that was okay? Not to mention at my daughter birthday party"
"I don't know, I'm just so sorry" He says "I just, I don't want you to leave me"
"And no one said I was! But you can't just go around hitting people!"
"You told me you didn't want to see him again but then he shows up out of no where. What else am I supposed to do?"
"Talk to me! Ask me what's going on! Do something besides act violent towards he father of my daughter with her right there" I huff, unable to believe he's trying to justify himself.
"I can't believe you're sticking up for him"
"You're in the wrong Harry!" I argue "That's the end of story. If he hit you then it'd be different. But no, you hit him which is completely immature. We're not in high school, we're adults!" I yell "We're supposed to setting a good example for my child but you let teaching her that it's okay to hit people and it's fucking not"
"I don't know what you want me to do" He sighs.
"I don't know either" I shake my head, running a hand over my face.
"I love you though and I'm so sorry" He wraps his arms around me.
"I forgive you" I give in "Just don't do it again"
"I won't. I promise"
***
"Negative" I tell him and he sighs.
"I don't get it" He shakes his head.
"I don't know. I just need a couple more weeks"
I toss the pregnancy tests into the trash and walk out of the bathroom, just as my phone rings.
"Hello?" I answer.
"Hey, since it's Father's Day I was wondering if I could get Amelia" Austin says.
"Sure" I shrug "I'll tell her to get ready now"
"Cool, thanks. I'll be there in twenty" He says and hangs up the phone. I walk towards Amelia's room and open the door, and she looks up from her stuffed animal and smiles.
"Daddy's coming to get you in a few" I tell her "So let's pick out something cute for you to wear" I look through her drawers finding her a dress and handing it to her. I help her change and pin her hair up, kneeling down and kissing her cheek.
"Muy bonita" I kiss her cheek again and she giggles "Make sure you tell Daddy happy Father's Day okay? We'll give him his present later" I pick her up, her arms wrapping around my neck. I carry her downstairs when Austin texts me that he's here.
"Hi" I smile as he walks up to the front porch.
"Hey" He smiles, giving me a quick side hug "And there's my pretty little girl" He takes Amelia from me, kissing her forehead.
"Hi Daddy" She giggles "Happy Fathers Day"
"Thank you Baby" He smiles "Any time you want her back or?"
"Before dark, I guess" I shrug.
"I can do that" He chuckles "I'll see you later" He smiles walking towards his car. I wave as they drive away before walking inside, jumping slightly when Harry is right behind the door.
"You scared me"
"Why was he here?" He asks, crossing his arms over his chest.
"Because we just had a quickie on the front porch" I roll my eyes and he clenches his jaw "I'm joking. It's because he asked to see Amelia for Father's Day. And today is Fathers Day"
"And you didn't think to talk to me about this?"
"Nope" I shake my head, walking off to the kitchen. He follows after me, his footsteps heavy.
"Why not?"
"I'm not arguing with you" I shake my head "So if that's what you're looking for then you're not going to get it" I shrug, grabbing a bottle of water and pulling out my phone.
"I'm going to probably hang out with Rosa today, so" I trail off, dialing Rosas phone number. She answered after two rings with a loud squeal of my name.
"Hi" I giggle once she's done.
"Let's go to the nail salon" She suggests.
"I was just about to ask you to do something" I laugh "The spa sounds great"
"Meet me at my house?"
"Definitely" I agree and we both hang up and I run upstairs to shower and change.
"I'll be back later" I call to Harry hearing him sigh. I get into my car and drive to Rosas house feeling slightly guilty with the way I'm treating Harry.
It's just there's things he doesn't know that's happening and I'm worried I'll blurt everything out and ruin everything.
And I'm tired of ruining things.
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Hi
This is short I know and I'm sorry
This is the last update before school😭😭
If I'm honest I feel like I write more during school because I think of things when I Gould be learning.
I love you all and I hope you enjoyed this
Sincerely,
Bad_Boy_Hemmo
