Posted: September. 6, 2016
30. Rowan.
"Baby, it's time for bed" I chase Amelia around the living room, watching her giggles and runs around, trying to avoid going to bed "Amelia, Baby" I groan as she crawls under the kitchen table, running towards the living room.
"Never Mommy!" She yells, and I sigh.
"Ow!" I yell, and lay on the ground, Amelia gasping loudly and running back into the kitchen.
"Mommy! Are you okay?" She asks, kneeling beside me.
"Gotcha!" I laugh, wrapping my arms around her tightly, tickling her sides "Now it's bed time" I pick her up, carrying her to her room. I lay her down in bed and tuck her in, kissing her forehead. I sit down on her bed, and run my hands through her hair "Goodnight Baby"
"Goodnight" She yawns and I stand up, walking out of her room and shutting the door behind me. I walk towards my bedroom, Harry looking up at me. I hadn't talked to him since that day with Ian coming back. I had spent those two days at the hospital, and he had just come back from a four day business trip.
"So, you wanted to talk..." He trails off and I nod.
"Uh, well" I start, not knowing how to word what I'm saying "I don't want you to be upset, but I don't really think we can... continue this. I'm just not happy like I used to be and-"
"You want to leave me for an asshole?" He cuts me off.
"I'm not trying to argue" I sigh "That's not what I want"
"Fine, then we won't argue" He shrugs, climbing out of my bed and getting dressed "I'll get my shit some other time" He huffs.
"I'm sorry" I frown but he only shrugs. He slams the bedroom door behind him and I sigh heavily. I walk out of the room as well, and towards Amelia's room, climbing into bed beside her.
"Mommy" She mumbles.
"Shh" I shush her gently, squeezing into her tiny bed and pulling the blanket over us, kissing her forehead.
***
"Babe, can you write that thing you always say to me?" Austin asks, handing me a pen and a piece of paper.
"What thing?" I ask.
"Whatever that Spanish thing is, you say it all the time when I say something sweet"
"Oh!" I nod, grabbing the pen and paper and writing down two words.
"Really Rowan?" He huffs when he reads the fuck off I wrote on his paper. He doesn't laugh as I giggle loudly.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry" I tear off that part of the paper and throw it away "Do you want the whole full saying, or just what I say?" I ask.
"Just what you say" He nods.
"Can I ask why before I write this?" I ask.
"I want to be able to know exactly what you're saying when you say it. I'm a white bitch" He says, mocking a teenage girl and I laugh, shaking my head. I write along the lines of the paper, my handwriting loopy and large, something I've always hated.
Eres mi amor y mi vida. Te amo
I sign my name to it, not sure why but I did anyways and slide the paper back to him and he looks at it before stuffing it into his pocket "What are you going to do with it?" I ask.
"Carry around with me" He shrugs "So whenever I miss you. I'll have it on me" He smiles, kissing my lips gently.
"You're so cute" I laugh, and he wraps his arms around me from behind, leaning his head on my shoulder.
"So, what made you call me at 5 in the morning?" He asks, kissing along my shoulder making me sigh in content.
"I broke things off with Harry last night" I mumble and he stops kissing me, lifting his head.
"You did?" He asks and I nod "Really?"
"Yes" I nod.
"So, you're like mine?" He turns me around, looking down at me, his eyes sparkling "For good?"
"Yes" I repeat, nodding again.
"Holy fuck" He grins, lifting me up and spinning me around "I don't think I've ever been so happy before"
"Hmm, so you weren't this happy when you met me?" I tap my chin in thought and he chuckles.
"Nah, awestruck? Yes. But it wasn't the happiest moment" He kisses my nose.
"Awestruck?" I ask and he nods.
"Yes, you were the most beautiful thing I've ever seen in my whole fucking life. The fact that you're mine, when I thought I'd never see you again after that night is beyond me, but you are the greatest thing that's ever happened to me, and I love you more than life itself" He rambles on, and I swallow thickly.
"Stop, you're going to make me cry" I blink away my tears.
"Don't cry" He kisses my nose.
"I can't help it" I wipe under my eyes "I just love you so much"
"And you know I love you" He kisses my cheeks repeatedly "What do you want to do?"
"I want to watch a movie" I grab his hand, pulling him down the steps to the home theatre. I lay down on the couch and Austin lays beside me, laying his arm over my waist.
"Babe, what are we going to do? Where are we taking our relationship?"
"Well, I don't know" I shrug "What do you mean?"
"I mainly mean living situations..." He trails off.
"I don't know. I don't really want to live here much longer" I sigh out "But, moving is a lot of work"
"How about-" He starts, trailing his finger along my face and down towards his hip, gripping it tightly "We buy a new house and start fresh" He kisses my temple.
"Yes, because that worked so well last time" I roll my eyes.
"But this time is different" He nudges his nose along mine "Because I'm not leaving this time"
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Hi
I hope you enjoyed this
Aw, Austin's not leaving😊
Or is her?
I mean, the story is called He Left for a reason😏😏
I love you all
Sincerely,
Bad_Boy_Hemmo
