I really wanted to be at the Women's March in Washington D.C. today but I'm more than obsessed with the turn out of it. I told my brother I wanted to go there and he told me I needed to stop being a Feminist because women don't have it that hard.
1. I'm not a feminist, but I do think us women need more equality
2. Just because I support women doesn't make me a feminist
3. Women have been the more ridiculed gender. Patriarchies have run the world entirely, and it has to stop. Women deserve more than what they're given considering if it weren't for women, the population wouldn't grow, because let's face it, men need our uterus to hold their babies :)
I also just wanted to do something fun today, but my mom told me she didn't want to go out anywhere, only to spend the eNTIRE DAY OUT OF THE HOUSE WHILE I STAY IN MY ROOM.
Thoughts on Austin and Katya breaking up? I'm happy it's over, I just hope he's alright and I want to hear his confirmation because he's still wearing that bracelet and I don't know for sure if she is but she posted a video on snap that looked like she was wearing it. So, I just want to hear it from him.
50. Rowan
I wake up to kisses around my neck, collarbones and chest, before they trail back up towards my face. Kisses are pressed against my cheek, around to the other one, and on the corners of my mouth. I let out a sigh and swat Austin's face away, peeking an eye open.
"Leave me alone" I sigh.
"But Baby, I miss you" He whines, putting his face into my neck.
"I've been right here all night" I yawn, rubbing my eyes.
"That's not what I meant" He says, kissing my jaw. I'm about to ask what he means until he throws one of his legs over my waist, and I can feel exactly what he meant.
"Oh, I understand" I nod "But really? Already?"
"It's been so long" He says, dragging out so.
"It's been three days"
"And that's so long" He whines.
"Austin Carter"
"Rowan Viviana" He mocks "I love you"
"Saying you love me won't change anything" I shake my head, and he sighs heavily. He rolls off of me, and throws the blanket over his head, and I can already tell he's pouting.
I laugh slightly, and pick up the blanket, seeing him with a pout, his arms crossed. He looks over at me and bats his eye lashes and I roll my eyes, throwing the blanket over my head. I kiss his jaw and sit on his lap, his hands immediately taking place on my hips.
"You're so cute" I coo, pinching his nose. He groans, and takes my hand away from his face.
"I am not" He shakes his head, pushing me onto my back, and resting between my legs "I'm hot as fuck"
"Hmm, I don't think so" I shake my head, placing a hand on the back of his neck, and pulling his in for a kiss. I wrap my legs around his waist and runs his hand along my thigh.
"Now, you can't do that and say no" He pulls away, his mouth parted slightly.
"Who said I'm saying no?" I ask, and he smirks, pressing his lips against mine. He pulls away to remove his shirt from my body, leaving me in nothing but a pair of underwear.
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I lean up and kiss him slowly, his hand slipping into the front of my underwear. Before anything can happen, there's a thud, followed by Amelia's cry.
"Shit" I curse, moving from under Austin and putting his shirt back on and running to Amelia's room. When I walk in, she's crying while clutching her arm, having to have fallen out of bed.
"Mommy" She cries, and I pick her up, sitting down on her bed.
"It's okay, Baby" I kiss her arm repeatedly "Did you fall?" I ask, and she nods.
"It's okay Baby" I repeat, rocking her back and forth. Austin comes into the room after a few minutes, sitting on the floor in front of us. He places his hand on Amelia's legs, and kisses her cheek.
"You okay?" He asks, and she nods slowly, sniffling.
"It hurt" She mumbles.
"I bet it did" He nods.
"Your daddy falls out of bed all the time" I tell her, and she giggles.
"It's mostly because mommy kicks me" He whispers to her, and she laughs harder.
"Let's go get something to eat and then we'll go to the beach today, sound good?" I ask, and she nods happily.
"Alright, get dressed, and we'll be back" I sit her down, and walk out of the room, Austin following after me. He wraps his arm around my waist, and kisses my cheek as I walk through the door to our bedroom.
"Why'd she have to fall?" He whines, and I laugh.
"Because she takes after you and your clumsiness" I shrug, and he frowns.
"It's alright I guess, we always have later" He winks, and I laugh, patting his chest.
"I don't know, I might be tired after a beach day" I say.
"Oh but Baby," He kisses my cheek "I love lazy sex" He whispers in my ear, and I roll my eyes, pushing him away.
I walk to my suitcase, and change my clothes. Putting on my swimsuit under everything else. I slide on a pair of flip flops, and walk back to Amelia's room, leaving Austin to get changed. I open the door to Amelia's room, seeing her struggling to put her arm through her sleeve.
"Here, Babe" I help her, and she thanks me, smiling brightly.
"I'm done" She grins, and I pick her up.
"Now we have to go make daddy hurry" I grin, walking her towards Austin and I's room. We walk inside, and Austin is laying on the bed, only a pair of swim trunks on.
"Austin! Put a shirt on!" I huff, and he sits up.
"Right" He grabs one, throwing it on "Now I'm done" He says, putting on a pair of shoes.
