Posted: September. 26, 2016
I'm so so so sorry for lack of updates, and this chapter is probably shitty as fuck but I've had an awful week and have had no inspiration, normally throughout the day and right before I go to bed I have millions of ideas but lately all I've been thinking about is choices I've made, and am currently making and how weak I truly am as a person and I don't want to bore you with my life so I'll stop now, I hope you enjoy this and I'm so sorry.
33. Rowan
"So, she's finally asleep" Austin lays down in bed beside me with a huff "I had to read her three stories though" He adds, and I chuckle.
"Aw, look at you being a daddy" I coo, pinching his cheek.
"Speaking of being a daddy..." He trails off, picking up my hand and lacing our fingers together "I was thinking we could maybe kick start on the whole baby thing"
"You want me pregnant already" I pout, throwing one of my legs over his waist, placing my hands on his chest.
"You can say no" He runs his hands along my thighs "I just want to grow our family"
"I know you do" I lean down and kiss his cheek "But I think I want to take advantage of the actions of making babies before I actually put a baby in me" I lightly bite his cheekbone, and he chuckles.
"I love you" He cups my cheeks "So, so much"
"I love you more" I smile, leaning down to kiss him "And also, I want to be married before I have more kids, that way my last name matches theirs"
"Well, I guess since your marriage wasn't real, you're still a Mendoza"
"Yeah, never seen my mom so happy when she learned that" I roll my eyes playfully.
"That's because your mom loves me"
"Do you not remember how she was towards you the entire expanse of our relationship" I raise an eyebrow.
"If she doesn't love me then why does she send me cards to my work telling me how much she wants me as a son-in-law?" He asks with a raised eyebrow.
"Because she didn't like Harry" I shrug with a chuckle, and he rolls his eyes.
"That's something your mom and I have in common" He scoffs.
"Stop, mi amor" I kiss his nose "You don't have to worry about him anymore"
"I better not, I'll kick his ass"
"No you won't" I shake my head "I won't let you"
"Rowan" He drawls out in a whine "Why not?"
"Because, anyone over twenty that fights people, not for sport is a loser" I explain "And I won't date a loser" I add.
"You dated Harry and he hit me" He pouts.
"And who am I in bed with now?" I raise an eyebrow and he rolls his eyes.
"I guess you've got a point" He rolls us over so I'm now on my back, and he leans down to kiss me "Now, we've got to go to bed, I have a meeting tomorrow at 7" He moves to lay beside me. I sigh quietly, and roll over onto my side, wrapping a leg around his waist.
"Goodnight" I kiss his chest, right above the tattoo that I still can't believe he got.
"Goodnight" He kisses my forehead "I love you"
"Mmm, I love you" I hum, closing my eyes and letting sleep overtake me.
"No, don't leave me" I groan as Austin climbs out from underneath me. I peek open an eye to see that it's 6:15 in the morning and I groan even louder.
