Posted: August. 17, 2016
School starts in exactly one week and I still have a summer project to do. I was supposed to get my teachers approval on the book by June 26, but that didn't happen. So I stole my friend English project that was basically the same thing from her Google docs page😂😂
18. Rowan.
"Still nothing?" Harry sighs, looking at the negative pregnancy test in my hand.
"I guess not" I frown, throwing it away "Don't let it get to you" I place my hand on his shoulder "I've been under a lot of stress and so have you and that probably has a lot to do with it" I kiss his cheek, walking out of the room. I breathe out a sigh and walk down to the kitchen to make dinner, deciding to just make spaghetti and meatballs.
"Lia!" I yell and Amelia comes running down the hallway.
"Let's talk about your birthday" I give her a bright smile and she claps and I pick her up to sit her on the kitchen counter "Who do you want to be there?"
"I want Abuelita, Aunt Rosie, you and Daddy" She giggles.
"That's it?" I ask "What about Harry?"
"He can come too" She shrugs "Can Trish come too?" She asks.
"Sure, I'll ask her" I nod, putting a pot of water on the stove, hearing it click before the flame comes sparks. I grab two boxes of noodles from the cabinet and hold them up to Amelia "Angel Hair or Penne pasta?" I ask.
"Angel Hair!" She claps her hands, and Harry walks into the room, placing a hand on my hip.
"I need to talk to you" He kisses my cheek, and I fight the drop of my stomach and nod.
"Okay" I pick Amelia up and sit her down on the floor "Go play with some toys" I turn her towards the living room and she runs off, leaving me alone with Harry in the kitchen.
"I think I'm going to go and get myself checked out to make sure it's not me that's the problem" He sighs, and I feel slightly guilty.
"It's not you, like I've said, were both under a lot of stress. Give a couple months for everything to settle and we'll be good. But with Amelia's birthday coming up, there's so much going on" I place a hand on my forehead before running it through my hair "It'll be alright" I stand on my tip toes to kiss his lips gently, wrapping my arms around his shoulders "I love you" I smile and he kisses my nose.
"I love you"
My phone rings loudly in my pocket and I pull it out of my pocket, hiding it from Harry when I see Austin's contact on the screen, hitting the green circle "I have to take this, can you pull out the tomatoes, parsley and garlic please? Also can you make the meatballs" I ask Harry and he sighs "I love you" I yell as I walk out of the kitchen, putting the phone up to my ear "Hello?"
"Hi Babe" He sighs out.
"What's wrong?" I ask.
"Nothing" He says and I can basically hear the frown in his voice.
"Austin-"
"Rowan, I'm fine. I just wanted to hear your voice. I miss you" He cuts me off "Can I see you?" He asks.
"See me?" I ask, wanting him to clarify.
"I want to see you, I don't care how, but I need to see you and I need to see you as soon as possible please" He nearly begs, and I bite my lip feeling sympathy towards him.
"I'll see what I can do" I sigh "I have to go now, but I love you and I'll try to make time to see you" I say, not necessarily meaning to tell him that I love him, but I just felt so bad for him that it just slipped.
