Posted: October. 16, 2016
So many people talk about how much they love Lana Del Rey, but in my opinion, I don't think she's all that great... like there are so many more people way more talented but way under appreciated.
37. Rowan
"So, you still lied?" I ask, raising an eyebrow and crossing my arms over my chest. Austin had just finished telling me the story of what happened in his office with his assistant.
"It was barely a lie, merely a fib of some sorts" He says, and I narrow my eyes at him, making his hands in defense "Okay, so I can see now's not the time to joke, so I'm sorry and I love you and you're the best person in the whole world, and the most beautiful woman I've ever seen and did I mention I love you?" He rambles, and I roll my eyes.
"You're a pain in the ass" I huff, and he grins, wrapping his arms around my waist.
"But you love me so very much though, right?" He chuckles into my neck, kissing it lightly.
"Yeah, I guess" I sigh and he laughs.
"Mommy" I hear a small voice and see Amelia leaning against the wall of the kitchen, her eyes closed.
"Sí, Baby" I ask, walking over to her.
"Tengo una pregunta" She mumbles, yawning quietly.
"What's your question?" I ask, kissing her cheek.
"When will abuelito come back?" She asks, and I raise an eyebrow.
"¿Qué?" I ask in surprise, disbelief and anger "Abuelito?"
"Yes Mommy" She nods.
"I'm going to be right back" I stand up.
"But mommy-"
"Talk to your father for a minute" I point to Austin and she perks up, running over to Austin.
"Daddy!" She yells. I jog up the steps to get my phone, dialing my mom's phone number, and tapping my foot impatiently as it rings.
"Rowan? It's 10 at night" She sighs into the phone.
"You brought him around my daughter!" I yell "When the hell did I say you could do that? He wasn't in my life, so he sure as hell can't be in my daughters!"
"Rowan, he's try-"
"Where was this effort when I was her age? Tell him to fuck off, I want him no where near my kid or so help me god, I'll make sure you don't see her again either"
"Rowan, you can't do that" She mumbles.
"Watch me" I grit, and hang up my phone, tossing it onto my bed and sitting down, running my hands through my hair. I hear the door creak open, and I look up seeing Austin walking into the room.
"You okay, Baby Girl?" He asks, sitting down next to me and placing his hand on my thigh.
"I just can't believe she did that" I huff "Can you believe her?"
"No, I can't" He shakes his head, and I know deep down he can but he's trying to keep me from yelling at him.
"I'm so angry" I groan, and he kisses my jaw.
"Does my Baby Girl need cuddles to make her happy?" He coos, and I roll my eyes but nod with a small pout.
"Yes" I nod, crawling under the blankets, Austin doing the same. He wraps his arms around me, and intertwines our legs, kissing my forehead.
"Tell me about your week without me" He says, running his fingers through my hair.
"It was super boring" I sigh "I didn't have someone to cuddle with, or to visit at lunch" I frown "I'm lying, I had Amelia to cuddle with but she'd tell me I need to shut up when I tried to ask her about my day"
"Aw, I would never do that" He chuckles "How was your day, anyways?"
"It was super boring, then completely infuriating and I want to light myself on fire"
"But if you light yourself on fire then I can't love you" He chuckles, and I smile up at him, kissing his lip.
"I love you" I cuddle further into his chest.
"I love you more Baby"
***
"I'm not leaving" I whine "I don't want to- where'd you get that?" I ask, seeing Austin flipping through the pages of the restraining order I was supposed to turn in.
"Well, when you leave shit hanging around, I'm going to find it" He shrugs "So, tell me why you have this and why it has that bastards name on it!"
"Don't yell at me"
"Answer my question! Why didn't you tell me about this?"
"It wasn't that big of a deal" I shake my head.
"Not that big of a deal? He put our daughter not too long ago and he's put you in the hospital multiple times! How is that not a big deal?" He huffs, throwing the restraining order onto the floor.
"Austin-"
"Unless the next words to come out of your mouth is an explanation of what the hell happened that you have that, don't speak to me"
"You're being ridiculous!"
"Oh! I didn't fucking know that me caring about you, makes me so ridiculous" He throws his hands in the air "You know what? It's whatever, I'm going back to LA" He huffs.
"There you go again. Doing what you do best" I roll my eyes.
"What the hell is that supposed to mean?"
"Every time something doesn't go your way you leave, it's what you do and I'm not even surprised anymore" I shrug "So go ahead, leave"
"It's different when I actually have work to do"
"Make sure you tell Tina and Liza I say hi when you get there" I sarcastically smile, as he turns around to leave.
Bad fucking idea.
"Are you fucking kidding me?" He practically growls "Why would you even say that? Are you basically accusing me of going back there to cheat on you?" He asks in disbelief "Jesus fucking christ" He huffs, running a hand through his hair "Sometimes I can't deal with you"
"Likewise" I shrug.
"All I wanted from you was an explanation, and you turn it into that? Why would you even think of doing that?" He sighs "I gotta go to work" He walks out of the room. I sigh and lay back against the bed, huffing loudly and running my hand over my face. The door repoens, and I wait for a tiny body to crawl next to mine, but instead, the bed dips and lips are pressed against my cheek.
"I love you" Austin sighs "So much, I'm sorry for yelling but I'm just worried"
"I know" I sigh as well "I'll explain later what happened, I'm sorry for basically saying you'd cheat on me"
"You know I would never, right?" He asks "No matter how angry I ever get at you, I'd never in my life cheat on you. I'd lose way too much if I did" He kisses my lips softly.
"I know, and I'm sorry" I lay my head on his chest "I love you so much"
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Sincerely,
Bad_Boy_Hemmo
