The walking dead X reader

August 2nd

Guys I might not be updating today or tomorrow. If I do update it will be really late at night. I'm going to coach my old cheerleading team. From either 5:30-6:30 pm or 6:30-7:30 pm. I have no clue what the time is yet (my mum is the coach I may be assistant coach If they allow a 13 year old to be a coach). I still don't know what days ill be practicing either. It's either Tues., Weds., Thurs., or Mon., Tues., Weds. This week may be two days because we are just starting. I have no clue. What I do know is I will be practicing for 1 hour. (Maybe a bit longer) This year seems extremely exciting because my team is going to have 14 maybe 15 cheerleaders. Last year, (my graduating year😭) we only had 8 girls. 1 of them did nothing. They didn't yell the cheers, they didn't try doing the cheers and she would complain that she wanted to play football. Well that girl is gonna be on my team this year. Yay! (said sarcastically)

Random fact:
One good thing about cheerleading is I may be able to talk to my crush and hang out with him before the games. The sad thing is we are both really shy! We'll chat for hours on messenger, but in real life we've only talked to each other twice for maybe 3 seconds. 😭 The sad thing is he likes this one girl in his grade. (He's older than me by one year and about 3 months. I only know this because we are really good friends) Ughhhh I suck at talking to boys. Anyone have advice on how to talk o him. (Back in December 2015 I told him he was cute his response OK) We made up nicknames for each other, (that shall not be spoken) he escorted me for cheerleading, i was having a bad day and he cheered me up. I bet 10 bucks he talks about me. (This was last year) I asked my crush if he'd escort me. I told him he didn't have too if he didnt want too. He said he'll do it. Obviously i was shocked because he was serious. I went to practice the next day and his dad "yelled" at me saying "What you wanted me to escort ya so my son would this year. Why didn't you ask me?" I felt so bad. I replied with "I didn't think he'd say yes." Never say stuff like that around me. I will feel so bad. I mean, I bet his dad wants us to date. (His dad was my football coach) I played arena football (football in a basketball court) his dad gave me the jersey number 48 because his son was number 49. Ya know how embarrassed I was when I saw his son wearing his hoodie that said 49 while I was wearing my jersey. I mean my friends tell me to ask him out cause he'd be my first bf, but I'm too scared to talk to him irl. I HATE MY SHYNESS AROUD HIM! Even if we are practically best friends. If anyone has advice please give it to me. I need as much help as I can get. I'm sorry for ranting, I just couldn't handle it. I need advise man! I'll probably write more soon. It's 3:37 am, still no sleep. Give advice if you want.

Love Kenzie❤