Dear Jen

Bleh

August 12th, 2016

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Dear Jen,

I went to bed this morning at around 3, and whenever I walk upstairs, I make sure I don't step in cat barf, because it happens more often than not xD so I was on the last step of the stairs, thinking that I should step carefully, when I get to the top of the stairs and see the cat barfing right in front of me -.- just my luck xD and while I was cleaning it up, a spider attacked me! And I had to be quiet while doing all of this! Gah!

But then this afternoon, I went and finally got my blood drawn, and it really wasn't that bad. I feel like I was only nervous during it because the people expected me to be XD

And then I came home and Dark was upset about something, and I had no idea at all to help him feel better. Sometimes there's no solution, but I didn't even know how to try, and I really, really hate that. I also hate when someone else is upset, and I can only end up thinking about myself, which is what happened. So I was really upset and didn't know what to do about it at all. I hate that too XD so yeah, that wasn't fun. So I just ended up being kind of a jerk about it to him. I mean, I didn't say anything, but I didn't even try to act like I was in a good mood when it was obvious he was still upset, which I should have tried to do. I hate my brain XD

But now I'm just playing some video games to clear my head because that seems to work

Undertale is a video game that is really, really good. I just think you'd really like it a lot. One of the best things about it is its soundtrack. It's amazing. That's all XD

Hope you have a good night! Don't feel too lonely. Things will look up soon, I'm sure (:

Love you,

Mel