Dear Jen

Better??

August 28th, 2016

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Dear Jen,

Sorry for not posting for a few days. But you have to tell me how your date went!!!!

These past few days haven't been too eventful, just a lot of the normal stuff. But I have been a lot nicer to Dark. Things feel like they were earlier in the summer, but I'm still keeping in mind how I felt last week. Maybe it's because I feel lonely or I just want someone to hang out with? Maybe it's because he's not being as sexual because we haven't spent much time together? I don't know, I just really have liked spending time with him these past few days. We're watching Ouran together now XD I warned him about it but he seems to like it so far (:

I had a dream during a nap today that I was at a convention of sorts with Dark, and we were two different types of video game characters at once? XD But he left to do something, and some random old guy came up to me and tried to get me to sign up to date him or something? He pushed me up against a wall, and so I, as politely as I could, pushed him away from myself, and he fell to the ground like I'd shoved him with all my strength XD I told him that I wasn't interested and that I would appreciate it if he left me alone, but when I walked away, he was following me. I couldn't find Dark anywhere, so I began to text him, but I started falling asleep and the guy was catching up to me, so I woke up XD First coherent dream I've had in a while and it's that XD

I've been okay mentally, but I'm not sure if it's because I'm just blocking it out or I'm just good at distracting myself. Or is that the same thing? XD

Hope everything is going well! Love you!

Mel