Dear Jen

:P

September 15th, 2016

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Dear Jen,

School was fine, I'm feeling fine, and Dark decided to actually text me. He said hi, to which I responded, and then he didn't respond again -.- but it's something, I guess

I was playing my game with two other random people because I have no friends XD and we kept failing one part of the mission and having to start over, and eventually one of the guys invited me to a party, and the first thing he said to me was, "Yo, Minfur. You suck at this game." I was like ??? I had the most kills and was staying alive when the other two were dead. He called me out for not reviving them and that I was sticking in the back and not letting my health get low. Like ?? And so he kept saying, "Look, this is how you do this. You see?" And I started getting really mad. I would have put in my mic and told him off, but I would have had to stop moving and I would have gotten ridiculed for that. Then, when I died for the first time, he was like, "are you kidding me?! This guy is retarded!" And I just about broke something. We finished the mission, and I was shaking, and I messaged him and said, "I get that I'm not perfect, but I didn't revive you guys so that we wouldn't have to keep starting over again. And by the way, I'm a girl, if that helps you figure out why I'm so 'retarded.' And next time you invite someone to a party, try to help them help you instead of insulting them constantly." He didn't answer, and I bet he just laughed it off. But even just writing this I'm getting mad XD I don't know if it upset me so much because I don't like being told I suck at video games (because it's one of the only things I'm good at), or because he was genuinely being rude. Usually when people call me out, I laugh hysterically and get really happy at their idiocy, but this time was different. I really wish I'd had my mic in XD

I went to bed shortly after because I was exhausted, but I texted Dark goodnight, with a subsequent good morning text saying, "happy seven months." It's been so long oh my goodness. He responded with, "you didn't even let me wake up, but happy seven months." ??? What? XD not exactly sure what he means, not exactly sure why I'm upset about it XD

But hopefully the rest of today will be good. Talk to you soon!

Love you!

Mel