Dear Jen

Finally!

August 11th, 2016

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Dear Jen,

So yeah, I didn't go get my blood taken today either because I was still so tired xD but Mom came in and woke me up around three, and she was like 'so, tell me what's going on.' And I knew exactly what she meant, but I played dumb for a few seconds and then was like 'okay.' She asked me about the mental health thing, and she made me feel really good about being able to talk to her, and I don't know. I'm just really glad we're finally on the same page with the whole thing. I'm really happy that you told her for me (: thank you so much

It just means a lot that I can have you guys to talk to now, and not just rely on Dark, which I shouldn't, and it doesn't do me any good anyway xD but I guess I'll get to that later. That's the main thing I want to talk to Mom about, I think. I need to talk to you about that too xD despite how much the whole thing has helped me, it's also really torn me down, too. 

Again, not much happened at all today xD the highlight of my day was about an hour ago, when I had two BLT's. I swear, each BLT is a spiritual experience XD they're so good!

I've decided just now that I want to try writing for these next few weeks again. Not my imagines, because even just thinking about that stresses me to death, but one of my books only has an epilogue and it'll be the second actual book I've ever finished! A lot of new people have come and read it recently and are saying really good things about it, and I updated about a month ago, so I think it's time to finish it while I still have time and some motivation. I'll start on that tomorrow. And if I don't, come slap me xD

Hope all went well with your all-nighter! Love you! 

Mel 

p.s. ever heard of Undertale?