Dear Jen

Oh my gosh

September 22nd, 2016

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Dear Jen,

Holy cow XD

So today in seminary, we worked in pairs and then presented something to the class, and after I finished speaking (which I'm getting much better at), Jackson was like, "That was great, Melissa." So I smiled and all that jazz, and didn't think much of it. Usually when I say more than two words at a time he's amazed.

But then, he had the girl next to me pass a note to me that said, "Can I be you?" And I was like ??? So I wrote back, "why would you want to?" And he smiled when the note got back to him, and wrote back, "Because you're AMAZING! You're so smart and good looking!"

Can we just take a minute? Or maybe more than a minute? To realize, how much I would freak out if I didn't have a boyfriend? I mean, I'm still giddy about it, and I couldn't look at him for the rest of the class, and he told me he wanted me to have a good day when I left, but like. The old me would be immobilized XD

I snuck the little paper into my iPod case and took it home, and I'm gonna keep it forever XD I'm such a dork but like !!! And I'm sure he only did it to see my reaction, but like !!!

But then I came home and I had been feeling terrible all last night and this morning, so I stayed home :3 I kind of guilt tripped Mom into letting me stay home, but I was nauseous and couldn't hold back from crying anymore. I love staying home when it's cold and I can put a sweater on and lie in bed. Plus, there were a lot of things at school I didn't want to do XD plus I would have like 4 study halls anyway.

The next poem we have to write is with imagery. The thing is, we have to include every skill we've learned so far into every poem we do. So I have to have alliteration and assonance and imagery in this next poem. We have to pick a picture and then describe it in the poem with all that stuff, and then we'll show the picture to the class. It'll be a challenge, but that's how I'm gonna learn.

Then I had a doctors appointment for my booty, and that was okay. It's always really awkward for me, but I get over it. Luckily, we might not have to do a big surgery, just a small procedure in a couple weeks.

But I'm still feeling really crappy, probably mostly in part because my period is due, but everytime I stand up, I get dizzy and everything hurts like it used to. That's not good ): so I'm really hoping I can stay home tomorrow too.

I hope you have a good day tomorrow! Bueno suerte con sus problemas! Love you!

Mel