Dear Jen

Ugh

August 21st, 2016

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Dear Jen,

I like how the moment you told me to have a good Sunday, I knew it wasn't going to happen.

I didn't go to church again, for many reasons, and Mom and Dad were upset. Which makes me upset, naturally.

Dark said he wanted to hang out today, but I really wasn't in the mood at all, so I slept until 6 pm. I apologized to him, saying I was in pain and really didn't want to stay awake but that I hadn't meant to sleep for that long. Then I overreacted because it seemed like he was annoyed with me and he literally begged me to stop looking down on myself, which honestly didn't make me feel too great at all. He made it seem like it was affecting him more than it could ever affect me, which is real dandy, no?

So yeah, I stayed in bed all day. Not the best day for my self esteem. Not in the slightest. But I'm about to watch some movies and play some games to see if I can't help myself out.

Hope you had a good day, though. Love you (:

Mel

p.s. I really need to message you at some point XD because there's a lot I could tell you